Ayahuasca - exp. - The best yet.
Ayahuasca.. i'll note why at the end of this i do use that word but anyway,
Tab of 150mg moclobemide and 1hr followed by 110mg DMT (extracted).
Wow.
Today my mood was good, got up without a problem (and at a decent "day time" which is wierd for me), and I really did feel some 'vibes' that for some reason, I should take Ayahuasca (capsule style, i find the "purge" does me personally no good, hehe) today. I had a feeling it was going to be different, don't know why, but i almost knew i guess.
I ate some food about 20 mins after I took the DMT, cause for whatever reasons sometimes it does seem to kick it in better. While eating that I felt it start to come on. When it starts it does seem to climb up to a plateau quickly.
It didn't take long before I knew, damn, gonna be a strong one this time. The cartoon-land look of everything. So I went and laid down, and just experienced it. Nothing scary at all, actually at first by looking around, i thought maybe it was going to be strong enough for a "hyperspace" level, which I haven't experienced yet. I felt good and ready for whatever it would lead into.
Well visually it was amazing, as usual. I was laying on a blanket, and had my eyes closed for most of the time. Its really wierd, that i guess i did a lot of "thinking", yet it didn't feel like that, more like meditating. DMT seems like, unlike anything else, a true non-specific consciousness expander. Raises your level of consciousness.
I notice this on aya/dmt everything is very very fluid, moving around / walking, and also my brain feels like there is more access to ..everything. Also, my mind can process and do things at a much higher speed. As for DMT being a 'spirit molecule', opening up the mind to things truely outside of the mind, a 'world' normally not accessable - today i'm leaning toward that rather than just everything being inside your own mind...
Its really hard to put into words all of what I experienced. Eyes closed, I heard and saw (although the imagery usually moves and changes pretty fast) what appeared to be people, floating around me, I heard my name, I dont remember what else I heard but not much. If I opened my eyes and looked at the blanket, it also looked like people, faces, today all of the faces I saw were smiling at me. Looking around the room there were lots of images, faces moving about or figures (usually human-like shapes) and geometrical shapes, blah etc. It really is nothing like any other psychedelic. Taking DMT orally / ayahuasca really is so much different than smoking DMT. Although its really hard to explain why, but this was the best aya experience yet. I learned a lot, yet, I was taught/told things in a way, where I didn't really "think" them as usual (or like lets say, eating psilocybin mushrooms). I learned about some responsibilities or things i should be doing, this and that, blah da yep.
I had the radio on, low volume, at one point I noticed the "usual" speeding up of time. One time it was so sped up, I checked a clock and the seconds were going about 3 times as fast, as with everything else (this was another experience). This effect I find facinating, it doesn't always happen for me, and varies when and how long when it does happen.
It seemed to last an hour and a half or so, which is usually how long it lasts (for me). I see why in south america (or here) why people drink one or many re-doses to prolong it. Some day I would like to try the traditional Ayahuasca with the B. cappi vine and Psychotria viridis leaves. I've read the cappi really adds to the experience more so than just harmaline would. I also see why there are so many people, not only in S. america that take this weekly but everywhere else too. Its not like a normal "trip", its like meditating and resting the mind, sorta? Another one of those things that's hard to explain. It feels healthy, real healthy..
Wow, during the experience I really thought damn, i'm going to write one hell of a trip report for this one. Now i'm finding it hard to put into words...
Before I had thought, well for my first strong "trip to hyperspace" I would just smoke it, as it does get intense, and smoking it would last such a short time (well, earth time that is). I think I changed my mind, its almost like something really would like to show and teach me something on the "other side". I think next time I will wait until I feel its a good day and time, and also feel those same good 'vibes' like today, and take a much larger dose, say 180mg or so.
I'm gonna come back and add more ... maybe gotta think about it.
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Yeah its wierd how food affects absorption, the last couple times I ate just a little food with taking it, and it came on within 30mins or less (sometimes its shorter sometimes much longer) and one time I ate something later about when the exp. ended and some effects came right back. Not usually.. but a wierd thing
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.... I'm going to come back and add some things.. %)
Ayahuasca.. i'll note why at the end of this i do use that word but anyway,
Tab of 150mg moclobemide and 1hr followed by 110mg DMT (extracted).
Wow.
Today my mood was good, got up without a problem (and at a decent "day time" which is wierd for me), and I really did feel some 'vibes' that for some reason, I should take Ayahuasca (capsule style, i find the "purge" does me personally no good, hehe) today. I had a feeling it was going to be different, don't know why, but i almost knew i guess.
I ate some food about 20 mins after I took the DMT, cause for whatever reasons sometimes it does seem to kick it in better. While eating that I felt it start to come on. When it starts it does seem to climb up to a plateau quickly.
It didn't take long before I knew, damn, gonna be a strong one this time. The cartoon-land look of everything. So I went and laid down, and just experienced it. Nothing scary at all, actually at first by looking around, i thought maybe it was going to be strong enough for a "hyperspace" level, which I haven't experienced yet. I felt good and ready for whatever it would lead into.
Well visually it was amazing, as usual. I was laying on a blanket, and had my eyes closed for most of the time. Its really wierd, that i guess i did a lot of "thinking", yet it didn't feel like that, more like meditating. DMT seems like, unlike anything else, a true non-specific consciousness expander. Raises your level of consciousness.
I notice this on aya/dmt everything is very very fluid, moving around / walking, and also my brain feels like there is more access to ..everything. Also, my mind can process and do things at a much higher speed. As for DMT being a 'spirit molecule', opening up the mind to things truely outside of the mind, a 'world' normally not accessable - today i'm leaning toward that rather than just everything being inside your own mind...
Its really hard to put into words all of what I experienced. Eyes closed, I heard and saw (although the imagery usually moves and changes pretty fast) what appeared to be people, floating around me, I heard my name, I dont remember what else I heard but not much. If I opened my eyes and looked at the blanket, it also looked like people, faces, today all of the faces I saw were smiling at me. Looking around the room there were lots of images, faces moving about or figures (usually human-like shapes) and geometrical shapes, blah etc. It really is nothing like any other psychedelic. Taking DMT orally / ayahuasca really is so much different than smoking DMT. Although its really hard to explain why, but this was the best aya experience yet. I learned a lot, yet, I was taught/told things in a way, where I didn't really "think" them as usual (or like lets say, eating psilocybin mushrooms). I learned about some responsibilities or things i should be doing, this and that, blah da yep.
I had the radio on, low volume, at one point I noticed the "usual" speeding up of time. One time it was so sped up, I checked a clock and the seconds were going about 3 times as fast, as with everything else (this was another experience). This effect I find facinating, it doesn't always happen for me, and varies when and how long when it does happen.
It seemed to last an hour and a half or so, which is usually how long it lasts (for me). I see why in south america (or here) why people drink one or many re-doses to prolong it. Some day I would like to try the traditional Ayahuasca with the B. cappi vine and Psychotria viridis leaves. I've read the cappi really adds to the experience more so than just harmaline would. I also see why there are so many people, not only in S. america that take this weekly but everywhere else too. Its not like a normal "trip", its like meditating and resting the mind, sorta? Another one of those things that's hard to explain. It feels healthy, real healthy..
Wow, during the experience I really thought damn, i'm going to write one hell of a trip report for this one. Now i'm finding it hard to put into words...
Before I had thought, well for my first strong "trip to hyperspace" I would just smoke it, as it does get intense, and smoking it would last such a short time (well, earth time that is). I think I changed my mind, its almost like something really would like to show and teach me something on the "other side". I think next time I will wait until I feel its a good day and time, and also feel those same good 'vibes' like today, and take a much larger dose, say 180mg or so.
I'm gonna come back and add more ... maybe gotta think about it.
------
Yeah its wierd how food affects absorption, the last couple times I ate just a little food with taking it, and it came on within 30mins or less (sometimes its shorter sometimes much longer) and one time I ate something later about when the exp. ended and some effects came right back. Not usually.. but a wierd thing
..... I'm going to come back and add some things.. %)
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