tresspasser
Greenlighter
About year ago:
With ayahuasca, consisting of harmala tea(crushed boiled p.harmala seeds), and black(brown, dark violet, dark blue) m.hostilis tea acid/base purified. The first phase is white light-like visuals, but they are clumsy and un-attractive. I had forget what happens next and was disappointed. Then came the blue(dark blue like fluorencent) light that was kind of intelligent visual. And then the "alien visuals", which i measured to are one step from "persian carpet", very powerful and alien-like. They can be memorised as(in tv) to take control and manipulate the tv, not just the colors and form, but to construct of very weird and powerful hand that crasps the tv. The blue colour light seemed to know depth directions.
I did take the harmala tea half an hour before, and only one dose of m.hostilis. It could be taken between 10-15 minutes to get more waves. It was something like tenth time to take it in my life. And the rest was forgotten and then later, thrown away. The reason, i can not remember, propably(hopefully) not scared, but it definitely was enough of it, not to take and puke all nights.
About the peak: one other time couple of years ago in the peak it was that tv melted into radiator and i almost melted to it. Is that the maximum of it or am i in the low-end of it all? The white light isn't pretty on coming up, and whats the shit about beautiful hallucinations, i've only had powerful and scary ones with aya. And i remember those 3-dimensional air-hallucinations, looking like holes in air, and observer can move around room to watch them, and they might let light through. But it was on LSD and salvia. Propably not on aya, can't remember.
One mightful CEV was a growing each other brach crossing mandala(propably from some psychedelic picture i have seen), and i called it "tribal oscillation" as from some koxbox piece, i had some filosophy about it being somekind of super-architechture. It was growing more when eyes closed again and pretty mightful. Before the a/b purification i did once jurema tea and it was quite the same, except with waves of nausea and some "tattoo looking" growing tribals as CEV, and it lasted for longer, whole night.
After effects: went to sauna with two friends, and got full relief(by sitting there 10 minutes with just one water thrown, as very tired). Then, when should start sleeping i had strong living-like CEV, it was golden, quite simple and small machine consisting of one plunger. Possibly or not perpetual motion machine. Also, when falling asleep, couple oobes(out of body experiment), in which i was looking tv from different angles, also inside of wall. I did have enough then and non friends wanted any so i washed the rest down the toilet. Next was month later some sally.d smoking.
I was on amitriptyline then, settings were alone, and with sleeping friend, in small apartment and very little conversation. Does it(amitriptyline) shorten the wave brainchemistrically or is it more rapid absorption with purified m.hostilis? Both? The deepness could be enormous with repeated doses, but it's maybe next years business.
substancecode_ayahuasca
substancecode_tryptamines
explevel_experienced
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
With ayahuasca, consisting of harmala tea(crushed boiled p.harmala seeds), and black(brown, dark violet, dark blue) m.hostilis tea acid/base purified. The first phase is white light-like visuals, but they are clumsy and un-attractive. I had forget what happens next and was disappointed. Then came the blue(dark blue like fluorencent) light that was kind of intelligent visual. And then the "alien visuals", which i measured to are one step from "persian carpet", very powerful and alien-like. They can be memorised as(in tv) to take control and manipulate the tv, not just the colors and form, but to construct of very weird and powerful hand that crasps the tv. The blue colour light seemed to know depth directions.
I did take the harmala tea half an hour before, and only one dose of m.hostilis. It could be taken between 10-15 minutes to get more waves. It was something like tenth time to take it in my life. And the rest was forgotten and then later, thrown away. The reason, i can not remember, propably(hopefully) not scared, but it definitely was enough of it, not to take and puke all nights.
About the peak: one other time couple of years ago in the peak it was that tv melted into radiator and i almost melted to it. Is that the maximum of it or am i in the low-end of it all? The white light isn't pretty on coming up, and whats the shit about beautiful hallucinations, i've only had powerful and scary ones with aya. And i remember those 3-dimensional air-hallucinations, looking like holes in air, and observer can move around room to watch them, and they might let light through. But it was on LSD and salvia. Propably not on aya, can't remember.
One mightful CEV was a growing each other brach crossing mandala(propably from some psychedelic picture i have seen), and i called it "tribal oscillation" as from some koxbox piece, i had some filosophy about it being somekind of super-architechture. It was growing more when eyes closed again and pretty mightful. Before the a/b purification i did once jurema tea and it was quite the same, except with waves of nausea and some "tattoo looking" growing tribals as CEV, and it lasted for longer, whole night.
After effects: went to sauna with two friends, and got full relief(by sitting there 10 minutes with just one water thrown, as very tired). Then, when should start sleeping i had strong living-like CEV, it was golden, quite simple and small machine consisting of one plunger. Possibly or not perpetual motion machine. Also, when falling asleep, couple oobes(out of body experiment), in which i was looking tv from different angles, also inside of wall. I did have enough then and non friends wanted any so i washed the rest down the toilet. Next was month later some sally.d smoking.
I was on amitriptyline then, settings were alone, and with sleeping friend, in small apartment and very little conversation. Does it(amitriptyline) shorten the wave brainchemistrically or is it more rapid absorption with purified m.hostilis? Both? The deepness could be enormous with repeated doses, but it's maybe next years business.
substancecode_ayahuasca
substancecode_tryptamines
explevel_experienced
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
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