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Awful experience, didn't get high?

PurpleStraw

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A couple of hours ago, I tried doing "MDMA" for the first time. Well, this wasn't exactly my first time, a couple of months ago I was given some free MDMA that looked like brown sugar, I swallowed a little bit and just felt a tiny bit different, a little nauseous, then a very mild buzz for the rest of the day, like the afterglow of weed. I wouldn't call it a proper experience.

I got two little light-brown crystals in a baggie, crushed them up in to a white powder and sniffed half of it. My head felt fuzzy with a little headache, didn't feel very different, I waited about 20 minutes and sniffed the other line. And then I just got an extreme, pounding headache. After that came nausea, I gagged a few times but managed to hold it in. And for the next 2 hours I got all sweaty and had a VERY bad pain in my lower abdomen. I kept going through waves of a very bad headache, nausea and pain under my tummy. I couldn't get comfortable, I kept moving and trashing on my bed. I couldn't sit still, I got up and walked around, then went back on my bed hoping it would get better. Noises and lights just made me feel even worse. I was also in a state of panic, thinking I was given some filler crap, I took too much, or I was allergic to this stuff or something.

I didn't get high, I felt a bit "mind-fucked" but I didn't find anything enjoyable about this. It was nothing like that buzz I felt when I took a little bit of MDMA a few months ago. When the pain stopped, I was saying "Holy shit, that was unbearable, I'm never fucking with chems again". I had a really, really bad experience.

I think I was either given something completely else, or my body reacts differently to MDMA. I'm wondering if anyone knows what exactly happened, and if there was any permanent damage done? I'm also 15, if it matters. I know, that's a stupid age to be screwing with drugs, I make an effort to be as safe as possible with it. If I hadn't found sites like bluelight and erowid, I'd be a huge fuck-up by now.

Sorry if I'm over-reacting, that was a very bad and scary experience, I'm concerned I fried my brain or something.
 
Sucks to hear you had a bad experience bro.

Did you test your "MDMA"?

If not and if you've been around sites like Bluelight and Erowid, you should have read that testing your gear is the only way to confirm what you actually got was MDMA..
 
Yup, like JoshE says, should've tested it. Who knows what you just shoved up your nose.

And no way of knowing how much of it you shoved up your nose going off of "two little light-brown crystals". You could've dosed more than your body can handle since you've never really had a proper roll before.

Next time, try to test it, weigh it, and then ingest it rather than snorting it (first two more important than the last if you really prefer snorting stuff).
 
quick question:

when you crushed the crystals, were the quite soft and easy to crush? or did they 'crunch' as you crushed them.

because on new years i got some stuff, knew as soon as i crushed it that it wasn't proper MD because it was too soft and when i tested it it just fizzed and didn't change colour (marquis), which i believe is the reaction for BZP. my mate still bombed a fair bit of it that night and essentially had the experience you described, but with less anxiety because he's used to taking drugs. and another mate felt so shit he went home, even on new years.

i threw my shit away and i'm glad i did, from no one im testing my stuff before i buy it and think you should too, along with waiting until you're a little bit older. you'll have plenty of time to fuck around with drugs in a few years, no need to start when you're only 15.
 
I felt pretty normal actually once the effects faded away and I took a shower. Might have been BZP, I guess.

Damn, I'm gonna find that kid who gave me it.
 
I don't think snorting it on your first time was a good idea. Plenty of experienced users find this can cause bad nausea. I've done it and gone all sweaty, anxious and vomitted on genuine MDMA before.
 
We don't allow substance speculation, but BZP and other piperazines are unfortunately common adulterants sold as MDMA and are quite possibly what you got.

Even if you are an infrequent user, reagent testing your stuff is essential to avoid consuming an unknown and unsafe chemical. You can even just get the Marquis from Dance Safe which will tell you quite a bit about the contents of your pill- www.dancesafe.org
 
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