Went to dose just like every morning. It seems like when I get the last dose from the bottle (or close to the last dose) that it doesn't have as much as an effect. Could be placebo. My mind might be fucking with me. My counselor @ THS is gone on medical leave. This worries me because an issue might pop up where I need my counselor to help me. This exact situation ended up with me discharged from Evergreen Treatment Services. My counselor was out on an extended vacation and wasn't there to stick up for me and help me through a situation. BAM I was booted out the door and in horrid withdrawl for at least a month. I am glad that I am now back in a clinic. It might not be the best situation but it is better than shooting up heroin 8) . As of today my dose is 85mg. This seems to work well for me. Not too low and not too high. Most people would call 85mg a fairly low dose to be on. I'd rather be right where I am than have to deal with tapering off something like 180mg - fuck that!
Seattle is going through a change of seasons from summer to fall and I enjoy it. Fall is my favorite season of the year.
This is my very first post to the bluelight blog and i hope to post on it a lot more in the days and weeks to come.
Seattle is going through a change of seasons from summer to fall and I enjoy it. Fall is my favorite season of the year.
This is my very first post to the bluelight blog and i hope to post on it a lot more in the days and weeks to come.
