SleepingBeauty68
Greenlighter
Ok so I've taken myself off many times before but it never sticks. Primarily because I have chronic and acute pain but I just obviously don't have the self disciple to manage my pain and take as prescribed, rather I take too many and I'm stuck buying them off the street for the last week, sometimes two in between my Dr appointments. It's costing a fortune and a few times I fucked up on my ua with the Dr so he cut me off.
I've made it 4 days before and that's the longest EVER. I've tried benzos, pot, suboxone, clon-something or other, even done some hippie shit... meditation, rest, herbal remedies, OTC sleep helpers, floating (special pod filed with salt water at the spa), massage therapy and chiropractic care but I need some advice because nothing seems to help my wd AND manage my pain (not just from wd but why I'm on them in the first place).
Can I get some feedback on what has worked for you all? How many days does it usually go on for?
A little about my history, I've been on them daily for about 5 years now. But during my female cycle I've been on narcotics since I became a woman lol, that sounds hilarious...just didn't know how else to put it. I'm basically no stranger to meds. I take diluadid 4mgs (4 every 4 hours or so) per my Dr. But I'm always in too much pain so I take more than I'm supposed to. My tolerance has gone up and there's nothing else I can do.
When my diluadid is gone, I take 80mg oxys about 4 times per day.
I need a plan because nothing has worked and I'm sick of this ruining my life. I'm in pain but I'm at the point where I think I'd rather hurt than feel nothing. Any feedback would be much appreciated as I'm planning to start in the next day or so.
Thank you kindly!
I've made it 4 days before and that's the longest EVER. I've tried benzos, pot, suboxone, clon-something or other, even done some hippie shit... meditation, rest, herbal remedies, OTC sleep helpers, floating (special pod filed with salt water at the spa), massage therapy and chiropractic care but I need some advice because nothing seems to help my wd AND manage my pain (not just from wd but why I'm on them in the first place).
Can I get some feedback on what has worked for you all? How many days does it usually go on for?
A little about my history, I've been on them daily for about 5 years now. But during my female cycle I've been on narcotics since I became a woman lol, that sounds hilarious...just didn't know how else to put it. I'm basically no stranger to meds. I take diluadid 4mgs (4 every 4 hours or so) per my Dr. But I'm always in too much pain so I take more than I'm supposed to. My tolerance has gone up and there's nothing else I can do.
When my diluadid is gone, I take 80mg oxys about 4 times per day.
I need a plan because nothing has worked and I'm sick of this ruining my life. I'm in pain but I'm at the point where I think I'd rather hurt than feel nothing. Any feedback would be much appreciated as I'm planning to start in the next day or so.
Thank you kindly!
