I personally HATE benzos when talking about fun drugs.
I am more of an upper guy but i actually have add so when i take adderall im euphoric but not speedy
kinda hard to explain but i dont get speedy results till i have to take like 90mg IR which for me is alot.
but i found that if i take a benzo like lorazepam 2mg by its self its just a good night sleep but when i combine it with adderall 30mg IR its like im super speeding.I find this odd because i can sleep after taking adderall alone but with a powerfull depressant i become very speedy but still am clearheaded.
I also get that effect from gabapentin and lyrica.So what im asking is Why when taking adderall or ativan by themself i feel calmed down but when im on a combo its like super speeding?
I know adderall makes me feel calm and content with enough energy to do some work
but i tend to become Zombie like and dont feel like talking or doing things most people do on speed but i still have AMAZING euphoria but its kinda trippy in a way.(like the visual effects i get are mild things like objects slightly breathing and any type of pattern or texture seems to swirl in the corner of my eye.And my usual dosage is 30mg IR twice a day but i hardly ever take both in one day i just same them up.if i take both 30s at the same time then i am borderline panic attack haha.
I dont know any one that can take a 30mg and sleep on it and i dont know of anyone having visualeffects on only 30mg adderall and 2mg ativan
2 drugs that one makes me a euphoric zombie robot the other just knocks me out.
DOES any one have an idea about the visuals or why i get lots of energy when i combine them??