• BASIC DRUG
    DISCUSSION
    Welcome to Bluelight!
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Benzo Chart Opioids Chart
    Drug Terms Need Help??
    Drugs 101 Brain & Addiction
    Tired of your habit? Struggling to cope?
    Want to regain control or get sober?
    Visit our Recovery Support Forums
  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

At a crossroads regarding opioids, input needed

S

Steady3

Bluelighter
Joined
Jan 22, 2015
Messages
56
I've tried a few prescription drugs, and have mixed quite a few. I have some experience with opioids, barbs, benzos, muscle relaxers, potentiates, and combining these. I have the most experience with opioids, and am not a fan of stimulants. I have only ever tried prescription drugs save the once in a blue moon drink, and the most hydro i have ever taken has been 40mg, with the most oxy I have taken being 35mg (I believe, may have been 20-25 mg oxy and 10-15mg hydro).

I'm just being honest when I say that even at lower doses, the feeling opioids give me is the best, most euphoric I've ever felt. I can live without opioids, and I in no way take them regularly (maybe once a month). I've never bought any, and can't see myself doing so, my experience has come from my prescriptions or stuff around the house (I also get terrible migraines and am a DCM sufferer).

I have pretty good self control, but I also want to continue experimenting. I guess my question is, can any of you present a case of why I should or shouldn't continue to experiment with compounds and how they effect me, both by themselves and mixed together? This aspect has always been the most interesting to me. I consider myself pretty knowledgable in pharmacology, and am pretty paranoid about whatever I put in my body.

I appreciate any feedback and input, and apologize to the mods if this is in the wrong place.

I think back fondly to the day I injured my neck, and where 10mg oxy and a flexeril was amazing to me to enjoy while watching LOST.

Thanks guys
 
Narcotics were so great at first for me as well. I even asked the shrink I saw at the time why they dont use vicodin, because it makes me feel great! Well that feeling will last for a bit, then you will have to up and up doses, also get on stronger stuff. Longer term use destroys your interest in EVERYTHING! It has to do with your receptors eventually getting all screwed up or fried. I mean I used to live for college football and poker. I could spend every day doing those 2 things, for example. Then all of the sudden I didnt give two shits about either of them. You just become physically unable to become excited about stuff and have interest in things. And I wont even get started on the withdrawal hell.

Not worth it my man. That is just my .02 cents. I am trying to get totally off everything right now because I cant take it anymore.
 
If you can take or leave opiates then Imho stop now & just get on with your life.

Addiction never crossed my mind for the first few years, after all, I have a medical condition & was prescribed them by a doctor. Until I discovered how great I'd feel if I just took another pill...

Opiates do make changes to the brain & if you take them on ANY sort of regular basis you will develop cravings unless you are stronger willed than oh, about half the BL community.

The other half are in the recovery & sober living forums after going through hell & coming out the other side. Perhaps have a read over there to hear the most compelling cases against!!

Rtp
 
Agree ^^^^

Mine all started from a medical condition. Normally I would say things such as opes should be fine as long as they are done on a minimal scale and not do them in excess. BUT I cant even say that in thjs case because my first opiate script was at age 22. I never abused them...well maybe extra here and there...but my point is I was on them since 22 and all of the sudden at age 36 is when I decided to start abusing. So dumb of me but you just never know. I NEVER expected I could or would ever shoot up.

If you really are set on messing around, I suggest doing it with marijuana. There are sooooo many types out now for all kinds of things and feelings. I'd guess at least you can qjit that easily if you ever want to.
 
Steady3 said:
I've tried a few prescription drugs, and have mixed quite a few. I have some experience with opioids, barbs, benzos, muscle relaxers, potentiates, and combining these. I have the most experience with opioids, and am not a fan of stimulants. I have only ever tried prescription drugs save the once in a blue moon drink, and the most hydro i have ever taken has been 40mg, with the most oxy I have taken being 35mg (I believe, may have been 20-25 mg oxy and 10-15mg hydro).

I'm just being honest when I say that even at lower doses, the feeling opioids give me is the best, most euphoric I've ever felt. I can live without opioids, and I in no way take them regularly (maybe once a month). I've never bought any, and can't see myself doing so, my experience has come from my prescriptions or stuff around the house (I also get terrible migraines and am a DCM sufferer).

I have pretty good self control, but I also want to continue experimenting. I guess my question is, can any of you present a case of why I should or shouldn't continue to experiment with compounds and how they effect me, both by themselves and mixed together? This aspect has always been the most interesting to me. I consider myself pretty knowledgable in pharmacology, and am pretty paranoid about whatever I put in my body.

I appreciate any feedback and input, and apologize to the mods if this is in the wrong place.

I think back fondly to the day I injured my neck, and where 10mg oxy and a flexeril was amazing to me to enjoy while watching LOST.

Thanks guys
Click to expand...

What are your best combos so far? Anything related to hydro would be appreciated. Also say nope to dope
 
Im getting ready to get ready to be clean if that makes any sense.... if u have the ability to stop then do so.... youll waste so much time u can't get back! Not to mention risking getting caught for posession and really screwing yourself
 
Birc0014 said:
What are your best combos so far? Anything related to hydro would be appreciated. Also say nope to dope
Click to expand...

The standard opioid plus opioid stuff. Flexeril adds quite a bit in my experience, with anti-nauseas and anti-histamines not doing that much. Mixing with butalbital is pretty good, but I used to have a big tolerance to that so I wouldn't recommend you do it (I took a lot of it for headaches). Mixing lorazepam is ok, temazepam is even better as long as it's only once in a while. Mixing lorazepam, hydro, homatropine, and butalbital was good but I was really out of it.

My best advice is that while you can do whatever it takes to try and potentiate, nothing beats a low tolerance, and I mean nothing.
 
As to everyone who has left their input, experiences, and feedback, I appreciate it more than you know and it means a lot.

I still want to experiment every so often, but you guys have really opened my eyes, especially about the rest of my life and my other sources of enjoyment becoming duller.

Thank you guys for your help, I know what I have to do now.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top