Only reason I started doing drugs was I was getting depressed with certain aspects of my life & wanted to get away emotionally, wanting to forget what happened & what was going on at the moment. I never did drugs out of curiousity or of peer pressure, in fact, I use to laugh at peer pressure.
The drug I wish I would never had done & it was my 1st one trying was coke. Its a disgusting drug that had my heart beating fast just by sitting there doing nothing, I hate that. Also, all RC drugs are stupid imo, you're taking RC drugs that you no nothing about when it comes to whats in them. I had taken an RC ordered online which said was supposed Molly & I puked for an hour & flushed the powder down the toilet after I cold compose myself. Blood pressure went up & what not, it took me 3 days to get back to normal.
Weed & alcohol I quit 9 years ago. I dont any benefit in alcohol. I would start up smoking weed again if the government legalized it & I could try different strains & see which one I liked & go with it.
Other than that, the other drugs I did like I said before were usually because I wanted to escape reality & it made me understand myself a little better, hence the psychedelic drugs. Psychedelics are mind altering & bending drugs that should be done under a controlled environment. I wont touch them anymore because I dont think my mind could handle them. Opiates on the other hand is only thing I will take now for back pain & it doesnt hurt to feel good at the same time.
All in all, am I satisfied with using drugs? How do you define satisfaction in drugs use? Certain drugs help me, like opiates for back pain & when I want to escape reality, so yes, for now I am satisfied with opiates but that might change if down the road im addicted to a needle.