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:( Yep, I'm high right now...


which sucks because I took desoxypipradrol at 16 hours ago and have tried 6 different meds to get me to sleep.

sucks.:!
 
I'm high on poppies. I also ate some peruvian torch cactus and am starting to feel it. It was cactus I grew myself and may not be strong enough for a strong trip. I'll just have to wait and see.

I brought some needles and syringes.

I'm going to get some vials of injectable morphine. I can't wait to see how it feels.
 
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Easlier I took few hits to make things bearable.

Now, I'm on 12mg Ativan. Lets see if it helped any...
 
Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
I'm high on poppies.

Which is all I need now and needed earlier. That, or a couple of bottles of wine. I've spent the last 11 hours trying to sleep and only managed an hour and 5 minutes. Poppy tea never fails to tame stimulants IME, though - this is my first time with desoxy and I'm going to treat it with a little more respect in future FWIW.
 
High on weed

I'm high on weed, it hits me so hard yet I have smoked so little. =D

I only smoke on weekends, Friday/Saturday/Sunday if I have some. I am doing this for one month now, and it really pays off! =D
You all know your first real Mary Jane highs, how you felt, what you did etc., so did I.... ;)

My first high was ofcourse great, all the classic things a first-timer does on weed, like laying in the bushes, argueing over weird stuff, that sort of things was my first meeting with sweet Mary Jane. I was 16 years old at the time.

Then I started chasing that feeling every other day, then every day. then multiple times a day etc., we all know how psychological addiction can creep up on you and grab you by the balls when you are craving for a high but can't get one. But then came the real problem...

I was 18! yay! I live in the Netherlands so I could go to a coffeeshop and buy&smoke while enjoying a nice beer or cold cola. This is where my life went out of control really, I spent 4 years chasing a high that lasted only for a half hour or so, often combined with benzos/opiates/alcohol... I always said no when I was offered or asked to do speed/mushrooms/ecstasy/coke so only minor things like valium and ritalin yet (ADHD, but you figured that out before hehe).

Now I am just as high like my first times and extremely euphoric about the fact that I found the secret to Mary Jane: Less is more <---- a lesson that took me €15.000 and five years of my life

Wow, what a rambling stoner story looking back at it, but because I put in a lot of effort I'll just post it anyway. :p
 
Update : searched room for poppy - found a decent sized pod and a tiny one. When I broke them open, guess which turned out to be the moldy throwaway:(

Made the worlds smallest pod tea, had zero effects, so went back to check pants' pockets for pharms or SOMETHING. Looked bad at first - lots of pod stems and then I slid my hand into a rear jeans pocket and *bingo*. The lister pack meant that is could've been one three pharms that are the exact opposite of what I want (ANYTHING TO GET ME TO SLEEP) but it was an almost full pack of diazepam - S C O R E (yeah, no big deal but when you expect nothing).

Next, I look at the glass on the counter that I empty my pod seeds into - wow, there's a lot of seeds there.

Needless to say, both were put into action and although I'm still not able to fall asleep, I 'dont got nothin no more'.
 
i been chewing xanax with grapefruit juice most of the day.pissy little weak ones so not sure of exact dose.weed soooooo much weed. and now finishing with a few shots of some cream liquer.. have held off posting all day here coz i havnt gotten there yet.. i think im on tha way finaly:|
8o 8o 8o DXM iv'e been reading of this and becomeing increasingly interested
 
I got surgery today and I know I got midazolam and fentanyl, I didnt feel much euphoria though, it was all so quick.


Anyway now mu whole face feels so darn sore, ive had 2-300mg of codeine, 3 mg of xanax and smoking pot which I what im going to do now. Go chill out in front of the heater and smoke cones till I drop.
 
did the last of the coke an hour and a half ago, I have less and less energy every second.
Oh god I know whats in store for me :|
Pretty glad I'm also stoned.
 
3mg of Ativan (under the tongue), and ...well what can I do now? Turns me into a zombie! my eyes cant stay open... not at all for socializing thats for sure. Maybe with a bit of bud and ciggies later in the evening that might change...but alcohol is the last thing I'd want now , or else you'd know what I ate for breakfast !! haha

Anyway, Ativan is great once the tolerance breaks up....its been a few years I haven't taken this pill and now Its great. Always spread the use of benzos, no taking it everyday.... it's a waste, physically and for the wallet.
 
Just snorted a 80 oc that i found that i hid from myself a long time ago ;) i'm happy

and a 60 mg. morph sulfate

GOOD MORNING
 
I think I may just wake up to some bog rips and then make a delicious breakfast. I wish I had a lil something else to get high on though. maybe an oxy, but for now its da greens.
 
drunk a rediculous amount of beer, snorted and ate some d-amphetamine...

coming down with some xanax... should be sleeping soundly soon
 
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