God dammit, I wanna be high!
Ever since I moved to university campus, shit has changed so drastically for me. Back at home I was smoking weed roughly 3 or 4 times a day. Some days even more. But its no longer the same... I had to quit my job in order to go to university, and I'm broke as fuck now. My parents give me money every now and then, but its never enough. Shit, buying cigarettes, buying weed, buying oxy, and buying beer... I can never have all 4. I always have cigs, because I'm an asshole without them. I went from smoking a 1/2 oz a week to 2 grams a week (horrible!). Now, I have only $25 left in my account. Some goes to oxy, some goes to weed (for this weekend). Then...iunno what I'm gonna do.. I don't think I'll even have enough for smokes...god dammit! I'm looking forward to friday though, it will be a nice weekend. I'll try to report back then, stay high bluelight!