Are you conscious of preserving your image when you indulge in drugs ?
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For the most part I own it. But if I'm on some kind of stim. Or Molly I try to keep it undercontrol. I am proud of the things I've done, seen, learned, the community of informed users. But if I'm in class or a public place I try to keep the clenching and shaking under control some people just aren't ready to accept that. with pyschadelics I certainly own it, worrying about people thinking your tripping all the time is damaging the experience you could have, all though I mostly do pyschadelics in nature not around people, but I always want fruit so that requires going to the store.
" To be honest I really wish that there was someone who I had full-disclosure with, who I could just tell everything to so that I could have an 'objective' observer to just keep tabs on my usage to make sure it doesn't spiral out of control." finding a trust worthy friend to confide in was one of the best thing I could do, he has problems with opiates 20 norcos every few days, I helped him get clean and hes helped me control my benzo use. It's nice to have someone not judge you but tell you to calm the fuck down.
" To be honest I really wish that there was someone who I had full-disclosure with, who I could just tell everything to so that I could have an 'objective' observer to just keep tabs on my usage to make sure it doesn't spiral out of control." finding a trust worthy friend to confide in was one of the best thing I could do, he has problems with opiates 20 norcos every few days, I helped him get clean and hes helped me control my benzo use. It's nice to have someone not judge you but tell you to calm the fuck down.
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Boupstarnm
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I used to think I kept it together while on drugs... At least when my reputation was a stoner/tripper everyone assumed I was baked...even when not stoned.
But after being an opiate addict everyone who knows I had a problem can always tell. People who don't know me think I'm sober/cheerful/happy when I'm on opiates. Funny enough people who don't know about my opiate problems only think I'm on drugs when I'm dopesick.
With uppers (meph/coke/pv) I think I'm keeping it together but I obviously act like a jackass.
So I keep it together on medium doses of opiates or benzos...people just think I'm in a good mood.
But after being an opiate addict everyone who knows I had a problem can always tell. People who don't know me think I'm sober/cheerful/happy when I'm on opiates. Funny enough people who don't know about my opiate problems only think I'm on drugs when I'm dopesick.
With uppers (meph/coke/pv) I think I'm keeping it together but I obviously act like a jackass.
So I keep it together on medium doses of opiates or benzos...people just think I'm in a good mood.
im sure there are many times where im telling myself, "dang im high as hell but no one can tell, im holdin my shit together" when in reality i look like im jacked haha. PV makes me clench so bad, yet I feel like im not clenching and being chill. then someone calls me out haha