Are we idiots!?!?!
Im not!
Although I did E almost every weekend,last year,and thats no shit,and i wont start with the weeklly drop count,wow!
Yeah I sat down heaps and thought what the fuck am i doing.That was first step,me realising that im going alittle overboard.Although it took me about a year to realise it,alot of pist off,depressed,just fuck'n wondering about what the fuck?I rememberd something ive none for the last 8 years,yeah Tarmac smacked it bang on the head,MODERATION.Moderation is the key to life.
Im thankful that im a little healthy fucker,and yeah that helped me through a year on googs.Im a bit of a health freak.But that still didnt help much on wednasday when id have the ecstasy blues.And they where the only days that id sit and wonder what the hell im doing.
When your thinking about it,its a sign maybe saying,slow down,or just chill for a while.Thats you recognising that you maybe going a little overboard.
Man for now I know I love E,and i cant say that im going to stop,but man am I going to put that Moderation thingie into affect,because it works and it lets you realise or remeber all the other thing you like in life.Fuck I sound like some preacher.
If you want to read more on this subject,read a post by dENTEdlENTEL in the chill out room,I rammbeled like crazy on one of his post,thats sort of simmilar to this,cause again im just raving on like a little freak.
Oh yeah havnt had an egg since ny,and im allready $250aust. richer.HORAY!!!Yeah i know its only been one week,but that it self is one mega accomplishment for me!
IN a month ill bee $1000 bucks richer,and just before my birthday.
I cant swear off pills,but ill shore slow down! pEacE
Hope i havnt raved on to much.
Mr.Sticky,I have to say,ide love to know what makes you tick
Youre allways smacking it on the head!I love it!
pEacE LovE aNd HappinEss
Chaos