This is hard to explain but I'll do my best.
I got these ideas mostly from my early experiments smoking DMT and salvia.
The effects of salvia and DMT are quite different except in one respect. During strong breakthroughs with both substances the experiences are equally difficult to explain.
Both are also short acting. This is convenient for experiments. And after doing one after the other I noticed this "mind space" that I will explain as a feeling of familiarity. Almost like I was in the same "space" like a theater where weird shit was shown to me.
I think that during strong breakthrough experiences such as the k-hole, ego death, real hallucination, etc you are in the same state of mind or "mind space"
This may be the same place people go during NDEs, which implies that confusion and mental overload is the catalyst that brings these strange unexplainable mind states.
Therefore if one does a lot of different drugs like I did, it may be a realistic consequence that these states do not come easily or at all? That is exactly what happened to me... I can take drugs but I can no longer achieve these wonderful states of mind...
So where do I go from here? How do I get this feeling back? Maybe there is no answer...
I got these ideas mostly from my early experiments smoking DMT and salvia.
The effects of salvia and DMT are quite different except in one respect. During strong breakthroughs with both substances the experiences are equally difficult to explain.
Both are also short acting. This is convenient for experiments. And after doing one after the other I noticed this "mind space" that I will explain as a feeling of familiarity. Almost like I was in the same "space" like a theater where weird shit was shown to me.
I think that during strong breakthrough experiences such as the k-hole, ego death, real hallucination, etc you are in the same state of mind or "mind space"
This may be the same place people go during NDEs, which implies that confusion and mental overload is the catalyst that brings these strange unexplainable mind states.
Therefore if one does a lot of different drugs like I did, it may be a realistic consequence that these states do not come easily or at all? That is exactly what happened to me... I can take drugs but I can no longer achieve these wonderful states of mind...
So where do I go from here? How do I get this feeling back? Maybe there is no answer...
