Is this how everybody's mind works before they decide to jump into the depths?
i think that many use these medicines to forget problems and get altered, or maybe that's just drug war propaganda. sometimes people forget about the artists and programmers and doctors and others who use the medicines to be productive, and if we can accept an idea like depression is linked to a chemical imbalance, then we should be able to accept the idea that some people have a natural endorphin imbalance, imho.
These are real problems but methinks perhaps I should deal with them in a different way.
probably. it's always a good idea to stay on the legal side of things, too, if you do choose to medicate the mu opioid receptors. aka kratom or poppy seeds for opiates.
I'm looking into to Kratom. I hate fucking speed. It might be as unbearable as mild withdrawals.
kratom hits the mu opioid receptors, you may get a little dopesick if you aren't careful. i also hate stimulants.
i would advise staying away from benzodiazepines. there are memory and cognitive effects of inter-withdrawal that can suck. the same applies to opiates, but not as much imo.
i don't really know about gabapentin/lyrica (something doctors prescribe often it seems). i don't share their confidence that they are "not addictive." they also have cognitive issues.
propranolol or clonidine could help social situations. i've tried it and it makes me too tired, though. all i want to do is take a nap. if it is at a dose where the fatigue isn't noticeable, i can't really tell if it helps or not.
alcohol is worse than all of the above medicines combined. it can mess with your head imo. best to keep moderate, though i think it can help with social lubrication in the right contexts in small amounts.
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basically, the modern pharmaceutical arsenal sucks. yoga/meditation takes years to develop and isn't necessarily consistent (but is worth it). until the previous century, physical pain was an accepted part of life and even aneasthesia for surgery was debated. hopefully, in our lifetimes, technology will clear our lives of unnecessary mental pain just like during the last century it cleared our lives of quite a bit of unnecessary physical pain. with the DEA arresting doctors, it seems just as controversial to get rid of pain unfortunately.
sorry for the tangent. about the thread question lol, opiates by reducing respiration can reduce oxygen supply. i think that might be an important factor over long periods of time. constipation has its health issues (rest is TMI: unless you have diarea-side IBS, in which case opiates normalize us in our peripheral nervous system; and i think CNS too, since loperamide alone doesn't fully cut it)
other than that, it depends on the opiate. afaik only propoxyphene has significant liver issues. the general consensus imo is they are generally benign on organs, unlike say stimulants which influence metabolism in a potentially unsustainable way.