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I'm doing really well guys. It's my birthday on Friday!! I also found out I have pretty significant brain trauma so I am doing this type of neuro feedback and the best part is that the doctor can repair the damage and stimulate my NAcc and VTA at the same time![]()
Happy Birthday! Mine is coming up on the 16th..

This is the first day that I've been able to be on bluelight that I didn't have rainbows, unicorns, and sunshine spewing out of me.. 3 hours of sleep for the past two nights, but I was having fun while my daughter was keeping me up with her giggling and so forth.. I've had several using thoughts fly at me over these past two days.. I honestly thought something was wrong with me in this year+ for not ever having them...late bloomer? While the idea sounded enticing when it first crossed my mind, I played the tape/thought all the way through whenever I would get those ideas in my head.
We're finally to where we can get back out of my parents house..I'm sure being fresh out of rehab and her being pregnant didn't make for the best of things living with parents, but I'm very thankful to not have fallen flat on my face trying to do it all on my own.
I hope everyone has a wonderful day, and that you're all getting more sleep than I am

pee-es.. I managed to catch fast food breakfast before they were done serving..hash browns are mush.. As much as I think that sucks right now, it's a very good thing for my ever growing waste line.
