Supposed to have off tomorrow. Called in for 6 hours. Really don't want to go but need money. Strange shock courses over body from time to time. During brief second it last feels like falling out. Possible side effects from reduced Suboxone dosage and steroid regime. Got plans for after work I think. Body aches and chills run over body. Think I have cold, confusing though, cold symptoms for me usually mean dopesick. Not case this time. Still though, sick feelings trigger craving. Arm burns. Not sure what I will do tomorrow in response...
Not able to hang out with girlfreind tonight. She had to much to do around house and has work early tomorrow. Just as well. Do not like her seeing me in this condition. Miss her terribly. Will see her again though.
Not able to hang out with girlfreind tonight. She had to much to do around house and has work early tomorrow. Just as well. Do not like her seeing me in this condition. Miss her terribly. Will see her again though.