So, I stupidly trusted a friend of mine who gave us molly. We took 2 points and had a great high, I remember the sense of happiness and euphoria, and love and all that. It was a molly high exactly as described on all of these kinds of websites. Then, I couldn't fall asleep. All of Wednesday I felt like the clock was moving too fast, and couldn't fall asleep until 5am Thursday (we gummed the molly at around 9pm Tuesday). My heart rate was stuck at 120 bpm for over 24 hours after taking it, and right before I fell asleep I noticed my skin was really hot and flushed in my face and arms, but my friend told me it was normal so I pushed away the anxiety and went to sleep.
Anyway, so I managed to fall asleep, but woke up again after about four hours, and I felt pretty good. I could tell my muscles and my body in general were exhausted, but my mind was still alert and energized, so I decided to go to classes anyway. I still felt kind of high for my first class, and my second class I just crashed, I ended up leaving early, buying melatonin tablets, and coming home. My stomach was killing me, I felt like I was going to throw up, but I didn't feel like I could actually eat, so I drank a slim fast shake I had and that took the edge off the nausea. I took a melatonin tablet and managed another five hours of sleep.
Basically, the nausea is the worst, and I really want to feel actually normal and sober again. I still feel fuzzy when I get up, screens still have the fuzz around them like my pupils are dilated, my muscles keep tightening up and getting sore. I know I'm hungry and want to eat, but as soon as I start eating either the nausea gets worse, or I just feel like I can't eat anymore and give up. I don't know what else was in the molly, and now the guy that sold it to us won't answer me when I ask him. My friend was up for as long as I was, but she took a xanax to lower her heart rate and I guess she's doing pretty okay. Are there any ways to speed this comedown up, or to somehow make it better, short of dropping everything to stay home for a few days? I already skipped my last class today, and I can't skip work tomorrow. I work an easy position for the weekend, but tomorrow's going to be Friday and I'm really tired of feeling not sober. It reminds me of the time I ate edibles and was still high the next day, it wasn't a good high, it was lasting and annoying, only this is lasting several days. If I just sit around the muscle pain and nausea will usually settle enough to be bearable, and a few times even unnoticeable, but I still feel not all there.
Anyway, so I managed to fall asleep, but woke up again after about four hours, and I felt pretty good. I could tell my muscles and my body in general were exhausted, but my mind was still alert and energized, so I decided to go to classes anyway. I still felt kind of high for my first class, and my second class I just crashed, I ended up leaving early, buying melatonin tablets, and coming home. My stomach was killing me, I felt like I was going to throw up, but I didn't feel like I could actually eat, so I drank a slim fast shake I had and that took the edge off the nausea. I took a melatonin tablet and managed another five hours of sleep.
Basically, the nausea is the worst, and I really want to feel actually normal and sober again. I still feel fuzzy when I get up, screens still have the fuzz around them like my pupils are dilated, my muscles keep tightening up and getting sore. I know I'm hungry and want to eat, but as soon as I start eating either the nausea gets worse, or I just feel like I can't eat anymore and give up. I don't know what else was in the molly, and now the guy that sold it to us won't answer me when I ask him. My friend was up for as long as I was, but she took a xanax to lower her heart rate and I guess she's doing pretty okay. Are there any ways to speed this comedown up, or to somehow make it better, short of dropping everything to stay home for a few days? I already skipped my last class today, and I can't skip work tomorrow. I work an easy position for the weekend, but tomorrow's going to be Friday and I'm really tired of feeling not sober. It reminds me of the time I ate edibles and was still high the next day, it wasn't a good high, it was lasting and annoying, only this is lasting several days. If I just sit around the muscle pain and nausea will usually settle enough to be bearable, and a few times even unnoticeable, but I still feel not all there.
