And yes I DID UTFSE so please DON'T even go there! What I found were stories/info from a couple of very experienced users that tried to explain their trips. I know the drug is a disassoiative which I guess is to say it takes you apart from or out of your body, so to speak. I even heard one dude (another hardcore type) say he does it daily, he loves to shoot it & when he does, he shoots up, goes all out, to the extent of apparently being completely unaware of the fact he is human, and feels no constraints of being confined to imprisonment of the flesh.
He said he just is & is like experiencing profound conscienceness, only without the limitations of the flesh-but most importantly without the imprisonment self imposed in mind. Anyone could have walked into his place, ripped him off, had wild orgies and charged admission, or worse, people having their ways with his body, only without him being aware of any of it. That's a bit too much for my taste, although I think I can appreciate why we as drug seekers would even want to entertain the thought of going off into some K hole. I am well aware of it being a bad idea to try that kind of drug alone, but sorry, I can't really trust anyone enough completely not to take advantage of what would of perhaps been a cool situation - alone.
I had mentioned to Erik, my male counterpart of myself I was curious to experience this K once, but there's none to be had around here, at least not among my peers in So Cali. He said he'd send some sometime, but I put it out of my mind, til 2 days ago, a Valentine card with a bag of fluffy white powder arrived. It's been years since I've had any sort of hallucinogenic experience, but things like K, DMT, or PCP, I've never tried. Alone, I can turn it into an inner spiritual guide of meditation of sorts--at least that was true with shrooms and acid, and the one time I tried X.
Erik didn't say a whole lot,though, just wrote simply it was good shit and that the 1st time for him had been kinda scary. That made me stop and think big time. Obviously, it's gonna have to be done at a flippin motel room so I don't have to worry about my flippin mommy dearest barging in and pulling the Queen Bee Biatch routine - especially not being aware or limited noticably under the influence. Aside from being a complete buzz killer and killing any spiritual communion/insight - is the possibility of getting in deep trouble, which I don't need.
It can be done up in a line I know, but it can also be IVed-albeit a shot of this in terms of amount would be ultra conservative, as in a very small dose. One guy told me years ago that when he shot K, he did trip right away, but that's as much detail/info as I got. I don't want to get yelled at to UTFSE by asking in the beginner's forum, because as I said, I tried that, but was hoping to gain insight relative to my first timer status. Also, not everyone understands no doubt the difficulty trying to obtain specific info on a lap top that was not flippin cooperating.
I don't expect I'll get much in the way of responses, but hell I thought it was worth a try. When I get finished fixing my usual brown than I'll update this blog as to what's been goin on as of Oct 2012. The short version: I blew up so to speak. The draining chronic fatigue, rediculous slave wages of $16K last year, combined with unrelenting financial demands, finally came to a head. I froze up, went into panic mode, couldn't drive, been on SDI since and reluctantly applying for SSI. This new doc I have thinks my liver is the cause of the chronic fatigue. I certainly wouldn't even dream of trying to get a liver transplant. For one thing, I'm anti surgery for myself and for another, I'm completely ok with letting a non drug user get one instead of me gettting one for obvious reasons. Anyway, back in a flash I think,
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He said he just is & is like experiencing profound conscienceness, only without the limitations of the flesh-but most importantly without the imprisonment self imposed in mind. Anyone could have walked into his place, ripped him off, had wild orgies and charged admission, or worse, people having their ways with his body, only without him being aware of any of it. That's a bit too much for my taste, although I think I can appreciate why we as drug seekers would even want to entertain the thought of going off into some K hole. I am well aware of it being a bad idea to try that kind of drug alone, but sorry, I can't really trust anyone enough completely not to take advantage of what would of perhaps been a cool situation - alone.
I had mentioned to Erik, my male counterpart of myself I was curious to experience this K once, but there's none to be had around here, at least not among my peers in So Cali. He said he'd send some sometime, but I put it out of my mind, til 2 days ago, a Valentine card with a bag of fluffy white powder arrived. It's been years since I've had any sort of hallucinogenic experience, but things like K, DMT, or PCP, I've never tried. Alone, I can turn it into an inner spiritual guide of meditation of sorts--at least that was true with shrooms and acid, and the one time I tried X.
Erik didn't say a whole lot,though, just wrote simply it was good shit and that the 1st time for him had been kinda scary. That made me stop and think big time. Obviously, it's gonna have to be done at a flippin motel room so I don't have to worry about my flippin mommy dearest barging in and pulling the Queen Bee Biatch routine - especially not being aware or limited noticably under the influence. Aside from being a complete buzz killer and killing any spiritual communion/insight - is the possibility of getting in deep trouble, which I don't need.
It can be done up in a line I know, but it can also be IVed-albeit a shot of this in terms of amount would be ultra conservative, as in a very small dose. One guy told me years ago that when he shot K, he did trip right away, but that's as much detail/info as I got. I don't want to get yelled at to UTFSE by asking in the beginner's forum, because as I said, I tried that, but was hoping to gain insight relative to my first timer status. Also, not everyone understands no doubt the difficulty trying to obtain specific info on a lap top that was not flippin cooperating.
I don't expect I'll get much in the way of responses, but hell I thought it was worth a try. When I get finished fixing my usual brown than I'll update this blog as to what's been goin on as of Oct 2012. The short version: I blew up so to speak. The draining chronic fatigue, rediculous slave wages of $16K last year, combined with unrelenting financial demands, finally came to a head. I froze up, went into panic mode, couldn't drive, been on SDI since and reluctantly applying for SSI. This new doc I have thinks my liver is the cause of the chronic fatigue. I certainly wouldn't even dream of trying to get a liver transplant. For one thing, I'm anti surgery for myself and for another, I'm completely ok with letting a non drug user get one instead of me gettting one for obvious reasons. Anyway, back in a flash I think,
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