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Anyone one else with a case of the MXE "I want more" Blues? Doesn't feel like WD.

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Anyone one else with a case of the MXE "I want more" Blues? Doesn't feel like WD.

Basically, I just like so MXE so much, love at first sniff. Better than ket or any dissociative for me. It's like ket, but with some other magic added... any chem nerds please feel free to share on its properties.

I won't have any for a bit... I feel this is a total psychological craving, no physical symptoms. I just love the "lightness" and fuzzyness and feeling like I'm 10 feet tall, dream-like but still functional state, etc...


Also, anyone experience MXE psychical WDs? Or severe psych WDs?
 
No it's just simple reinforcement, the candy was sweet so you want more. No severe WDs that i've noted, just craving.
 
Yeah i did a shit ton of MXE for a few months straight and when i stopped i didnt experience any physical withdrawal symptoms only an intense psychological craving, but it seemed to pass after a week or so. It is similar to smoking weed everyday in the psychological aspect IMO.
 
Dissociatives can be very psychologically addicting to those who really enjoy them.
Not often does a day go by where I don't have those "I could really go for a bump of k" thoughts.
It gets especially bad when I do other drugs, especially psyches or stims.
K and other dissociatives just compliment psychedelics so well, and make stim comedowns so much easier
 
Yeah, not exactly withdraws but I certainly want more. It used to be sooooo easy to buy. And then it was illegal in like one second. Damn government.
 
I've been a regular user for two years. I've taken the past week off, after a session where I took a little too much and cried a waterfall to my parents about how MXE has helped me so much and shown me so much beauty, but it is a crutch to feel the need to use any drug to enjoy life. I concluded at that moment that I no longer need MXE to see such beauty. Today I got teary eyed again just thinking about the beauty that MXE helped me experience. The amazing thing though is that the thought wasn't accompanied by a craving to use it- I was experiencing the same beauty, but without needing it! Damn, what an amazing drug. I will use it again in the future, but not without at least a month break, and I promised to myself that any use in the future will not be as a crutch, only as an enhancement to the already beautiful world I see.
 
Aye it is true that lots of people can use MXE as a very functional drug, much like vortech^
I would be careful though, I have seen many people become absolute zombies from regular dissociative use, and as for myself I could never be happy using a drug as a crutch to enjoy life.
The thought of needing a drug to enjoy life scares and depresses me, whether it be psychedelics or even weed or liquor.
I view it as a positive thing though, it keeps me from abusing all drugs to a large extent, but dissociatives due tend to be my occasional exception
 
I'm also a recovering opiate addict, so the idea of using a drug as a crutch was unfortunately not new to me when I started using MXE.

Indeed, it would behoove you to retain your fear of drug use as a 'need'. It will save you from a needless journey to the darker side of the drug world.
 
yeah, there was definitely a time where I tried to abuse it. But then tolerance came, and it's much better as a potentate, so I stopped doing large dosages at all with the rest of it. But I certainly tried to become addicted. hahah. Stupid brain.
 
vortech said:
I've been a regular user for two years. I've taken the past week off, after a session where I took a little too much and cried a waterfall to my parents about how MXE has helped me so much and shown me so much beauty, but it is a crutch to feel the need to use any drug to enjoy life. I concluded at that moment that I no longer need MXE to see such beauty. Today I got teary eyed again just thinking about the beauty that MXE helped me experience. The amazing thing though is that the thought wasn't accompanied by a craving to use it- I was experiencing the same beauty, but without needing it! Damn, what an amazing drug. I will use it again in the future, but not without at least a month break, and I promised to myself that any use in the future will not be as a crutch, only as an enhancement to the already beautiful world I see.
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Besides the "crutch" aspect, was your MXE use making you non-functional? Was your quality-of-life, outside of MXE use, improving or denigrating or stable?

Thanks, don't have to answer any of that....
 
Hey, I have used MXE daily for 2 weeks straight and then just stopped. I haven't noticed any withdrawal but I know of the craving you are speaking off and it actually kinda wen't away on it's own accord. I just think it's extremely habit-forming because of the lack of a real comedown or crash and it's easy to take in a lot of situations. Once it became inconvenient to do (school/stash running low) I just kind of forgot about it.
 
One thing that I have noticed and have seen reported by others as well, is how much the craving can be affected by whether you have any MXE in your immediate possession. In other words, faced with having to place an order and waiting for the product to arrive, the cravings seem to be lessened significantly. I speculate that this may be due to how effective MXE is at alleviating general boredom. The user desires mental stimulation, and has associated MXE use to this outcome.

Also - and this is just general abstinence advice but I think it is particularly useful regarding MXE; finding other activities to do to preoccupy yourself can help take your mind off of things. It's awfully easy to take it a lot when you have a surplus of free time.
 
nedrins said:
One thing that I have noticed and have seen reported by others as well, is how much the craving can be affected by whether you have any MXE in your immediate possession.
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Quite true for me. If I have it and I'm not working, I'm going to be on it. If I don't have it I only have urges every now and again and they are easy enough to ignore, or indulge when the time seems right again.
 
NerdOnDrugs said:
Besides the "crutch" aspect, was your MXE use making you non-functional? Was your quality-of-life, outside of MXE use, improving or denigrating or stable?

Thanks, don't have to answer any of that....
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This is hard to answer without perspective, but I will try. When I first began using MXE my life had already tumbled to the brink of non functionality because of 2 years of opiate addiction. It improved my life greatly in the sense that I was able to replace my use of opiates with MXE, a much lesser evil in my experience. It reconditioned my spirit and made me want to reengage with life while it provided a softer landing from opiate withdrawals. However, after a time the improvement in life hit a ceiling effect and spent a good year in a sort of limbo state where I was more free from harder addiction but the MXE still was a sort of monkey on my back. For many people recovering from opiates feels life a dark and lifeless experience for awhile, but for me I was able to immediately feel 'recovered'....but only as long I was using MXE. In short, it helped me, but as a tool its purpose is complete and further use seems like it would only distract me from real progress.
 
Thread about cravings, this will be merged into the MXE addiction subthread later on. :)
 
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