Ugh. This made my heart sink. I did quite a bit of GHB back in the day precisely because it was touted as being very benign in terms of long term effects (provided you didn’t take too much of it in one go). Now reading the research that’s been done on it since, I feel quite ill thinking about what damage I might have inflicted on my mind.So nitrous is definitely not one to play with, and neither is GHB.
Anyway, I’ve taken steps to see a neurologist and at least get them to take a look. Maybe they might find some explanation or cause but I doubt it. My suspicion is I’ve just fried my brain with drugs and there is nothing that can be done about it. A nurse friend suggested I neglect to mention the drug taking aspect of my history, which I’ve done, although I’m not sure this is truly the best way to go about it. Let’s see….?