Sentience
Bluelighter
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- Oct 15, 2009
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Maybe its a blessing since both my parents had a problem with it, but I have seriously never gotten any euphoria from cocaine. I havnt just done shit coke either. I was in Latin America and I got pure stuff, better than anything you find north of Guatemala. Its practically legal in Costa Rica, at least for personal use...its like asking for a cigarette practically. lol.
So whats wrong with me?
I get plenty of euphoria from MDMA. I get tons of euphoria from stimulants....hell, a strong dose of Guarana will give me a better buzz than a line of coke....I suspect there are some other xanthines in there that give it a better quality than coffee. The effect I got from coke was perhaps more novel than a cup of green tea (though not more enjoyable than a cup of real Japanese style Sencha), but it didnt stimulate me as much as caffeine or ephedra, left me numb feeling, no increased sociability or anything, then...crash. No energy, depressed, feel like shit...
How can people get addicted to this stuff? Whats the point? Is this drug doing something to everyone else but I am just somehow immune to it?
So whats wrong with me?
I get plenty of euphoria from MDMA. I get tons of euphoria from stimulants....hell, a strong dose of Guarana will give me a better buzz than a line of coke....I suspect there are some other xanthines in there that give it a better quality than coffee. The effect I got from coke was perhaps more novel than a cup of green tea (though not more enjoyable than a cup of real Japanese style Sencha), but it didnt stimulate me as much as caffeine or ephedra, left me numb feeling, no increased sociability or anything, then...crash. No energy, depressed, feel like shit...
How can people get addicted to this stuff? Whats the point? Is this drug doing something to everyone else but I am just somehow immune to it?