Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
i keep just wanting to take 1 more, then 1 more, etc lol. i've never had an addiction as i do em only once a week or so.
if you are taking those benzos compulsively - and it sounds like you are - and you describe yourself as having a "problem" with them....
call it what you want to, but it sounds like you've got most of axes of addiction nailed. has your weekly compulsive use of benzos ever caused a problem in your life? (like caused you to lie, steal, break the law, etc) if so, then you're almost certainly addicted.
disagree? fine with me.
lol no. i even go weeks without. i usually for stim comedowns. but i just have a high tolerance to drugs in general..so i start with 1mg and will usually go to 3mg, 4mg once.