Anyone else going through 100mgs plus a week of Etizolam?

[Ariyah]

My intentions are to keep this short and to the point, as I have a tendency to ramble and tell irrelevant background info that gets really annoying so... Here's my dilemma- in the interest of further community/forum education and harm reduction...

So after using properly dosed etizolam pills in the 1-2mg range for months- daily- say 6 months... well I decided to hook up with a vendor that could get me pure powder, and being a conservative, I calculated the savings over the course of time, and well...

The problem was when the bag showed up, my MG scale was still MIA... So I took random guesses at random doses... Not going to lie, had a great and productive week at work, great sleep, great attitude and communication/relationship building conversations... but after about 5 days or so (time seems to blur), I noticed my entire 100mg's was gone...

So I ordered a gram bag this time, knowing damn well the consequences of cold turkey with these GABA meds, and currently feel it is having great effects on the quality of life- not just getting high- but obviously I know I need to get the mg scale, do liquid vial solutions, etc, to keep dosing under control...

The reason I am posting this is that I have not been able to find any threads on any of my known go-to forums of people with this level of daily intake, and am wondering if I am the only lab rat on this boat... Surely I figure I am not, considering the availability, purity, and potency of this chem... If it's just me, well then fuck it I guess.. I'll keep you all posted... but I am hoping to get more info on the consequences of this level of benzo abuse, and other side effects, such as inability to achieve desired effects, shocking sensations in the nervous system, etc....

So, sorry to make a novel out of this, but if you have any experience with this level of dosing on benzo/theino, please comment or PM me... I don't have many options or allies here.

Thanks,
Ariyah

 

[psykoman]

When I used to buy the powder I would go through 250mg in a week maybe more. Just don't keep that level of dozing up for Long and you should be ok but still taper.

 

[MBRC]

my.friend has ptsd depression anxiety ocd. He goes through 50-100mg a week for quite some time. He was on 3 10mg valium a day. His dr. Quit suddenly then he got switched to a temp Psychiatrist who suddenly quit. He was then forced to quit cold turkey after a year of 30mg valium + the 2 yrs prior he was self medicating with clanzepam and xanax. When he met his psychiatrist he was like wow omg i cant beleive your not on meds already, legally prescribed he meant. . Instantly relized how bad a shape he was in with anxiety + the psysical addiction to benzos from taking them 3 years. So he wrote him the 30mg a day no prob. So he does need them badly. That was in early november. His therapist cant prescribe and cant do it he tells my friend. He finally got a call in january for a new psychiatrist appt. Of which the psychiatrist called and re sheduled till march ! This is the standard medicaid dr. .

Imo if it were me id complain to every better business place there is for healthcare or dr.s bc your morally and ethically responsible for someone whn you tell them to take high dose benzos for 1yr + then just let em go cold turkey. Thats against the hipocratic oath they take to cause no harm. Beleive me if it was ME it would not have went down like that. But the office is so dis organized and they just give u the run around + my friend has anxiety so he doesnt want to start trouble lol

ANYWAY he bought 50g etizolam and i make his vials for him. He doesnt abuse it at all. It doesnt even do anything to him really his tolerance is so high. But it def works 100% for his anxiety. He has to dose 3 times a day bc its short acting. He takes about 2-5mg each time. Usually 3mg on avg. So yea FUCK dr.s he has a lifetime supply he keeps with his sister. So yea before he got that 50 grams he would buy 1g at a timeusing pg for vials and has just used knifeheads to take the etz when he ran out of pg. He went through waaay to much for that month he was out of pg. We use vodka now when out of pg. He wasnt fucked up or anything just wasteful to do it that way...

Another things i had a family member get serious sugery. She gets pain meds. I think perc 10s or something. 3 months later she tells the dr. , u know i want to stop taking these pills. I feel like im getting addicted and i want your help as a dr. U know the " right" thing to do if u get addicted to your paid meds. Well the dr. Then proceeds to tell her shes discharged from their practice. And when she signed up she signed something waiving all laibilty about addiction to prescription meds and it said something about if u get addicted or abuse the meds you will be kicked out . So thats what they did right then and there. My aunt couldnt not believe it. I have nothing against dr.s but when it comes to drugs i like to rely on myself to procure them not some fucking prick...thank u china and dark web lol

Also dude wtf y dont u have a scale ! At the very least u could walk to a gas station and buy $10 digi scale. Yea they suck but its better than not using.one. ill tell u this, u take alot more and go through way more when your not weighing it. Peace

 

[belfort]

good god how bored or how bad must your anxiety be if you are using more than 100 mgs of etiz a week?

 

[cousinskeeter]

I've burned through 200mg+ a week before. However, some of it was wasted because I would snort a few lines of it (which at first seemed to work like crack from god, but then stopped really doing much.) I have extremely bad anxiety, but also just wanted to get fucked up and high. I fell asleep while jacking off once, that's when I knew things needed to change.

I was able to get 10x the effect with only like 15mg a week by getting a glass spray bottle ('scent bomb') from a liquor store. Empty out the scent juice and clean out the bottle. I would mix in 90% vodka, 15mg of etizolam, and a couple squirts of that Miio flavoring. I would then heat, shake, heat shake, heat heat, shake shake. Once I was happy it was dissolved, you spray 2-3 sprays under your tongue, and you're good for a while. If it had been sitting for a while, I would shake it a bit, maybe heat it again just to be a little OCD.

Keep in mind, that's not really harm reduction as much as saving money, but I guess technically its HR compared to 100mg+ a week. Watch out though, because you can find yourself spraying your mouth all day and blacking out. Shit works though man. Saves lots of etizolam. Note: because of the vodka there is alcohol, so watchout having it in the car, also some of the effect comes from the combo of the alcohol with the etizolam. Feel free to mess around with the mixture amounts and such.