Yeah I guess I'm thinking now that I do tooI get anxiety attacks from small doses of Coke and crack and psychosis from anything more than 1 hit or 1 decent line.
Needless to say I stopped wasting my money on that shit. However I frequently get offered a hit of crack and don't always turn it down.

It's pretty stupid that I do it really, although I've been doing a lot recently. I guess I do enjoy it, otherwise I wouldn't do it, but if I think of all the negatives, they positives don't come close to even balancing!
I keep doing it in the house when my parents are here, and as soon as I'm high I get really paranoid that they will catch me (which is a genuine concern, but I overly worry about it). Even when I've had the house to myself, I've been properly paranoid that the neighbours can see me, and I even think I can hear them creeping round the outside of the house sometimes!
A few times, when I've been high, I get super stressed because of these worries, and my heart goes mental and I feel extremely anxious for a long time. I really worry that this is very bad for my heart and body. Exactly how bad is it for you to be really stressed and anxious when high on coke? A couple of times it's felt like there's extreme pressure in my head
