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Any regrets?

I regret a lot of my pre-22 years of age life. I was out of control for most of that time. But eight years since then, no regrets. There were times I wish I did things better, but I never have come to regret them.
 
I don't regret anything i have done (including big mistakes) because my experiences and choices have made me who i am today :)
 
- l - u - c - e - said:
Hey! Im doing mine too! AND going to Uni afterwards to do accounting or fashion design! :p
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Hey, that's cool :) All i have to say is that it's not worth regretting something that you can change. Good luck :)
 
I guess I regret not trying to get good grades at school I wasn't a bad student I just seem to get bored so easily and lose track of things....
apart from that I don't regret anything in my life.
I would rather focus on things I have enjoyed in my life.
 
I regret how many drugs I took. Without any doubt in my mind I regret that. I wished that I had taken less, and not had been so easily led into the scene.

I never ever regretted it, or anything before. After realising the destruction it has caused in my life, including having me to use anti-depressants for the rest of my life, I think the only mature thing is to finally admit that gorging myself with drugs was the worst possible thing I could have done to myself in teh situation I was in. I.E - without any support. Now I need sdupport from a whole range of people just to be normal. Its all very much over now, and my life is so on track and I am happy - but it could have been like this with a little less drugs, a little less pain and lot less people I fucked over as well. That life led a trail of destruction that I cant even begin to fix.
 
Cookiequeen said:
I guess I regret not trying to get good grades at school I wasn't a bad student I just seem to get bored so easily and lose track of things....
apart from that I don't regret anything in my life.
I would rather focus on things I have enjoyed in my life.
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I wagged all the time, and when I did show up for class, I was so disruptive!
Because of all my absences, the co-ordinators kicked me out!
Assholes:X
 
BREAKaBEAT said:
I regret how many drugs I took. Without any doubt in my mind I regret that. I wished that I had taken less, and not had been so easily led into the scene.

I never ever regretted it, or anything before. After realising the destruction it has caused in my life, including having me to use anti-depressants for the rest of my life, I think the only mature thing is to finally admit that gorging myself with drugs was the worst possible thing I could have done to myself in teh situation I was in. I.E - without any support. Now I need sdupport from a whole range of people just to be normal. Its all very much over now, and my life is so on track and I am happy - but it could have been like this with a little less drugs, a little less pain and lot less people I fucked over as well. That life led a trail of destruction that I cant even begin to fix.
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I'm glad you got things sorted matey :D Did you join BL before or after the damage was done?
 
Inbetween. Things have only just settled, for the first time in 3 years. After I started taking antidepressants, everything stopped, they are amazing. People have noticed a change in me and its awesome. But yeah... much damage caused after drug use as well.
 
Sometimes I miss anti-depressants :\ They are very good. Kinda.
 
for those that lie in my wake...

I feel that I don't regret as much as i possibly should??? :\


I regret any actions of mine towards people which were influenced or led by me trying to cover up my real feelings, or to be honest, being too shit scared to admit how I really felt about particular situations :(

Unfortunately even if it's what I thought was best at the time, I've realised now that dishonesty/misprepresentation breeds hostility, awkward situations and just fucking nastiness. :(

Being someone that can't abide lying, I've now realised how hypocritical it was to not consider projecting different opinions of mine as being dishonest.... :\

On a positive note - I realised this some time ago, and have consciously worked at it, and have noticed the difference in my friendships and personal relationships :):)
 
I regret eating spicy food for dinner.

nickyj said:
Sometimes I miss anti-depressants :\ They are very good. Kinda.
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same here, but I stopped taking them for a reason too.

I also regret being lazy and not making an effort with random things, like applying for a course next year.
 
- l - u - c - e - said:
I wagged all the time, and when I did show up for class, I was so disruptive!
Because of all my absences, the co-ordinators kicked me out!
Assholes:X
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I was wagging with you. But I don't blame the Co-ordinators for kicking either of us out. We were both just going to school for the simple fact... we had to. But now I do regret fucking around so much. Now I have to repeat a year. This time around, I refuse to fuck myself over, the way I'm going now, I would hate to be like this for the rest of my life. It's so uncool. Now I realise that it's my own fault... But I'm getting my ass into gear and refuse to fuck my life up again.
 
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