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Any people that roll every week/weekend
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llama112
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I have had a couple times where I would roll two or three weekends in a row. I suffer negative effects even if I only pop one or two pills anyway ... like the next day I'm tired and sore and stuff. But the next day after, I'm almost always fine. BUT when I was rolling every weekend for two or three weeks - that third week caught up with me. Like I'd do some m on Saturday night and then I'd still be out of it on Tuesday or Wednesday.
Anymore I try to only use once a month but sometimes it'll be twice a month. Is it bad to take it twice a month? Of course. I wouldn't recommend it and I'm trying to tone down my usage now anyway before it gets even more out of control.
Once a month is really the most often you should use it. My bf used for like two weeks straight - almost every day - this was before I used - and I kept wondering what was wrong with him. Sometimes he would just black out and stuff. It was pretty scary well for me it was scary because I didn't even know what mdma was! And he was just blacking out randomly. And his leg was twitching all the time. And he forgot a lot of stuff. And he just didn't seem to enjoy things as much as before. Kind of emotionless and just kinda "there". He has recovered but still, for like a week or two after his binge, it was pretty bad for him!
Anymore I try to only use once a month but sometimes it'll be twice a month. Is it bad to take it twice a month? Of course. I wouldn't recommend it and I'm trying to tone down my usage now anyway before it gets even more out of control.
Once a month is really the most often you should use it. My bf used for like two weeks straight - almost every day - this was before I used - and I kept wondering what was wrong with him. Sometimes he would just black out and stuff. It was pretty scary well for me it was scary because I didn't even know what mdma was! And he was just blacking out randomly. And his leg was twitching all the time. And he forgot a lot of stuff. And he just didn't seem to enjoy things as much as before. Kind of emotionless and just kinda "there". He has recovered but still, for like a week or two after his binge, it was pretty bad for him!
themachine
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is there anyone out there that meets this criteria:
-psychologically healthy prior to starting to roll, no anxiety problems etc.
-at a majority of the time did not do pills and just molly and didn't overdo it, say 300mg max each time
-rolled 1-3 times a month
-does no other hard drugs
if anyone does, are you messed up afterwards? are you fine? i still have yet to see someone under this category that got mentally fked from mdma
-psychologically healthy prior to starting to roll, no anxiety problems etc.
-at a majority of the time did not do pills and just molly and didn't overdo it, say 300mg max each time
-rolled 1-3 times a month
-does no other hard drugs
if anyone does, are you messed up afterwards? are you fine? i still have yet to see someone under this category that got mentally fked from mdma
socalthizzn
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a few years ago i used weekly sometimes multiple times per week. i ran into the problem of having introverted rolls and horrible comedowns. the effects of abuse lingered for about 6 weeks, fatigue, emotional unstableness, anxiety, brain zaps the works.
i took a 3 month break and lucky was able to enjoy mdma again. since then ive kept my consumption to every 5-6 weeks. not optimal but better than my previous useage.
i took a 3 month break and lucky was able to enjoy mdma again. since then ive kept my consumption to every 5-6 weeks. not optimal but better than my previous useage.
Fact is, it takes a toll on your week so if you are rolling every week, there is little recovery time, so besides hurting your seritonin levels it also gets in the way of life and getting stuff done and being creative, having a zest for every day life. I fit your criteria and when I was rollin heavy, everything suffered because of it except for my love of music and great times with my friends 
I agree, it is SO MUCH better in moderation! I rolled from 06-09 pretty hard and did NOT get much done in that time frame, but had a blast. I did feel bad effects after that crazy run, and I am slowly recovering. I will still do MDMA once every 2-3 months and thats fine, but any more than that and I'm asking for trouble. Its hard to get focused when you are always recovering from a molly session!!
I agree, it is SO MUCH better in moderation! I rolled from 06-09 pretty hard and did NOT get much done in that time frame, but had a blast. I did feel bad effects after that crazy run, and I am slowly recovering. I will still do MDMA once every 2-3 months and thats fine, but any more than that and I'm asking for trouble. Its hard to get focused when you are always recovering from a molly session!!
Legerity
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After a looooong break from any drugs, from July-October I rolled once a month. The last six months I rolled a minimum of twice/month. Sometimes weekly, sometimes two or three days together.
I did have some times where the days after I felt more anxious/uncomfortable. And the day after I'm usually tired, although often in a pleasant refreshed kind of way.
I still find just about each experience to be amazing and insightful, although I do not find it worth using multiple days in a row.
My mental health is much better now than before I started rolling. Not saying that this is because of MDMA, but it certainly hasn't hindered my growth.
I did have some times where the days after I felt more anxious/uncomfortable. And the day after I'm usually tired, although often in a pleasant refreshed kind of way.
I still find just about each experience to be amazing and insightful, although I do not find it worth using multiple days in a row.
My mental health is much better now than before I started rolling. Not saying that this is because of MDMA, but it certainly hasn't hindered my growth.
Nonamous
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Last year I rolled anywhere from 1-3 times a week for a period of around half a year. I've suffered from social anxiety my whole life and doing dumb shit like this definitely didn't help my case. Not only did my anxieties increase, I now have this wonderful thing called depression that likes to randomly consume my life. The euphoria will slowly begin to diminish... as will your serotonin. Take it easy on yourself man. Peace
Id roll about every 4 days for a month and a half. I felt I had some pretty crazy paranoid thoughts. I also felt sluggish and spacey. After almost 8 months of sobriety I still have some minor paranoid feelings but I'm much happier than I've ever been.