joeinfinity
Greenlighter
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- Jul 20, 2014
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So im new here but ive been browsing the forums for a while, i feel recently like I have gotten myself into some trouble by using LSD, i thought i could handle it but then came across some really good blotter and i had the most horrible experience imaginable, and i am wondering every day if i am ever going to be able to get through this, so i would really appreciate some advice from anyone who has gone through anything like this and come out the other side. I am suffering with constant visuals, i can hardly ever sleep, im really terrified that im going mad and i have no idea what to do, ive never experienced anything like this before. the horrible experience happened 3 weeks ago, after i decided to trip to test out this new blotter, to start with it was completely fine, manageable, then after about two hours it seemed to keep getting stronger and stronger, until i started to feel like the fabric of reality was disintegrating and i was trapped in this perpetually disintegrating universe for the rest of time,it felt like the absolute worst thing that could possibly happen, a mega catastrophe that had completely doomed me to endless anguish. I thought about calling an ambulance, or the police, or jumping out of my window, just as a desperate way to get out of the experience, but everything i thought of just echoed in loops inside my head and didnt get me anywhere. Somehow the trip finished after several hours of pure torment, but i cant stop thinking about it since then, everyday im dwelling on what happened to me that night and im not sure how i can keep my grip on things if it carries on like this.