Anxiety-attack at 2:30am

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I'll sneak up on you,
until I'm a habit
A new perspective
where the joy of life
is put to sleep
I override everything
with hysteria and panic
I make you participate
or make you my audience
I'm the stranger within,
your heart in a backbeat
That glazed stare,
burning you paperthin
I'm poisonous thoughts
like fear of falling asleep
A splinter out of reach
a neurosis set too deep
I'm immortal in your company
the gun and you're the finger
I'm the anxious reveries
the nightmare that lingers

 

[ControlDaddy]

This could be me, but at 4AM.