Hi all first post here,
I rolled for the first time a few months ago and am heading to a big rave in a few weeks and want to roll again. However whenever I think about it I get really anxious and keep reliving my coming up from the first time. I got really really hot and just started pouring sweat and started to freak out a bit. I went outside for some fresh air and just sat there concentrating on my breathing. It went away and I had a pretty great night. I ended up taking 3 pills and kind of got bored when we came back from the club to house roll after a few hours. My friends had pretty bad comedowns but mine was fine, I just couldn't sleep.
Anyway, I am pretty nervous to roll again because I keep getting flashbacks and what feels like physical anxiety (feeling hot and butterflies in stomach just thinking about it) Im worried because the weather is going to be super hot outside (90-110F) even at night and Im afraid of overheating.
Am I overreacting and should just stop worrying?
I rolled for the first time a few months ago and am heading to a big rave in a few weeks and want to roll again. However whenever I think about it I get really anxious and keep reliving my coming up from the first time. I got really really hot and just started pouring sweat and started to freak out a bit. I went outside for some fresh air and just sat there concentrating on my breathing. It went away and I had a pretty great night. I ended up taking 3 pills and kind of got bored when we came back from the club to house roll after a few hours. My friends had pretty bad comedowns but mine was fine, I just couldn't sleep.
Anyway, I am pretty nervous to roll again because I keep getting flashbacks and what feels like physical anxiety (feeling hot and butterflies in stomach just thinking about it) Im worried because the weather is going to be super hot outside (90-110F) even at night and Im afraid of overheating.
Am I overreacting and should just stop worrying?
