antidote.

[rewiiired]

In the sadness of the rain

hurt turns to hate
fear turns to rage

unable to find an antidote to me
unable to banish these bad dreams
in which you still haunt me.

Going to write it all out today.
Going to bleed this shit away.
Going to dismantle every bad dream,
keep the monster at bay.

I want to hurt you for hurting them.
I want to hate you because I'm weak
and it's my only defense.
I fear you because just maybe you are
everything that terrifies me about me.

It's not even raining anymore

I'm just here walking through water
and I see your blurred silhouette before me
and I hate you even harder.

hurt turns to hate
fear turns to rage

And if I turn my back then you'll just follow me.
If I deny you you'll grow in power and I'm a goner.
If I face you then I've got another slim chance.

What doesn't kill me makes me stronger.

 

[neverwas]

your writting always manages to touch a chord inside me hun

unable to find an antidote to me
unable to banish these bad dreams
in which you still haunt me.

Going to write it all out today.
Going to bleed this shit away.
Going to dismantle every bad dream,
keep the monster at bay.

writting for me is such a big outlet in how i deal with things. especailly when my dreams turn on me and i need to deal with em

And if I turn my back then you'll just follow me.
If I deny you you'll grow in power and I'm a goner.
If I face you then I've got another slim chance.

What doesn't kill me makes me stronger.

awesomely written

 

[Altered_Soul9]

this piece really grabbed my attention. very nice