Mr_Fluffykins
Bluelighter
a little background, for the past 18 months ive been experimenting with opiates, first oxy, then hydromorphs, then sometimes heroin, i don't like morphine.
in september my job descrioption changed, and i started receiving at a warehouse type job, pulling 2000 pound skids off delivery trucks, and pulling them to the otherside of the store(maybe a quarter of a kilometer), at the time, they didn't have enough people to have an electrical training course,(which to this day i have not), from october on i have had backpain every single day, and my opiate usage increased, and for the past 2 months maybe has been 1-4 times dailey iv, now at a dosage of 18mg of hydromorphone per shot.
My tolerance has shot up no pun intended, but the nausea is unbearable, when i shoot up i puke constatly from 20 seconds after the plunger is in for about 12 hours after that shot, gravol barley helps, i have went form 190,down to 130 pounds,(i was a bit chubby, with a nice beer belly, at 6foot 1 inchs), now, i puke violently when i cook up my shot, i am trying to stop, but my back pain is soo, bad and now i get sick when i dont shoot, i made it 44 hours the other day, but i always seem to find a way to get more, even when i am dead broke(which is often with the cost of opiates in my town).
is there anything i can do about my nausea?the weight loss sucks, if my phone was working i could show a picture from november and now, my parents now know i shoot, and i might get kicked out soon, i am constantly throwing up at work or missing shifts, making me even more broke. Also what is with the anticipatory nausea? its fucking stupid.
thanks for your time, i hope that wasnt tl:Dr, and mods, if this is better suited for the darkside feel free to move it, thanks, all,
in september my job descrioption changed, and i started receiving at a warehouse type job, pulling 2000 pound skids off delivery trucks, and pulling them to the otherside of the store(maybe a quarter of a kilometer), at the time, they didn't have enough people to have an electrical training course,(which to this day i have not), from october on i have had backpain every single day, and my opiate usage increased, and for the past 2 months maybe has been 1-4 times dailey iv, now at a dosage of 18mg of hydromorphone per shot.
My tolerance has shot up no pun intended, but the nausea is unbearable, when i shoot up i puke constatly from 20 seconds after the plunger is in for about 12 hours after that shot, gravol barley helps, i have went form 190,down to 130 pounds,(i was a bit chubby, with a nice beer belly, at 6foot 1 inchs), now, i puke violently when i cook up my shot, i am trying to stop, but my back pain is soo, bad and now i get sick when i dont shoot, i made it 44 hours the other day, but i always seem to find a way to get more, even when i am dead broke(which is often with the cost of opiates in my town).
is there anything i can do about my nausea?the weight loss sucks, if my phone was working i could show a picture from november and now, my parents now know i shoot, and i might get kicked out soon, i am constantly throwing up at work or missing shifts, making me even more broke. Also what is with the anticipatory nausea? its fucking stupid.
thanks for your time, i hope that wasnt tl:Dr, and mods, if this is better suited for the darkside feel free to move it, thanks, all,
