What an infernal piece of technology. Dig deep enough, long enough, head deep in your node and surfing across this web in search for someone often enough and you're bound to find what you're looking for, if only years later. And when you find it, right when you said you would look just this one last time -- when you find who you've been looking for, when you see she's off in a desert somewhere happy in the sun with her husband and another kid on the way, you realize, too little too late, as you sink back to the too deep and too fast, that you just shouldn't have looked in the first place.
Fucking idiot.
Why. Did I have. To FUCKING look?
Fucking idiot.
Why. Did I have. To FUCKING look?