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another young female junkie new to blue light

shelbix

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Joined
May 8, 2014
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Location
bloomington il
hello
my grandma got me a box of points i tossed them out of pride now im digging in the trash...
hello blue light were do i begin?
 
Hey there and welcome to Bluelight!

How do you mean where do you begin? That's a pretty noble thing you did tossing them out of pride, are you talking about points of meth? Do you really want to consume them? Think about why you threw them out in the first place. :)


We're a very welcoming community and not judgemental, post around the areas you want and you'll make some friends around here soon enough. :)
 
\hello thank you
needles for shooting heroin i tossed them out because i wanted her to think i was clean or quitting more so than anything
that a good thing i could use some of that in my life in my life i walk on eggshells hiding my thoughts and feeling to avode the negative input of others emotions in my life
 
Hello Shelbix & welcome to BL ... & Happy Aloha Friday :)
So glad you've taken the next step & registered to become a part of our most awesome forums & family. There's so many people here who are genuine in their concern and care for others, that this is just the best place for people like us. I'm sure you'll find the right people here to get to know. & don't Ever be afraid to ask questions. This place is just full of great, reliable & safe information & advice. All here for the asking ;)
Well, my best wishes to you & look forward to see ya in the threads soon. Hope you have lotsa fun, be safe & please remember, when you're here... You truly are among friends.
Peace & Aloha,
~ N3f :)
 
Fuck digging through the trash,.....order a box of 100 online. By pride, do you mean recovery, or are you shaming my ROA?
 
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Girl i been there - and when you said that you threw out the box of points i knew you meant syringes haha. But hey, there is always hope. i got clean and if you want to so can you.
it took me a few times lol like a lot of times... and now im here.... everyday is hard, but it gets easier if your are commited to it!
 
hello
my grandma got me a box of points i tossed them out of pride now im digging in the trash...
hello blue light were do i begin?

I'm deeply sorry Love...

You can PM for support if you want...I'm here for you.
 
Hiya Shelbix,

I echo what others said above. We won't judge you in anyway here, we'll support you and try to help in any way we can.

I would suggest to you to visit one of our focus sub-forums; Other Drugs (OD) . In the sticky threads they have a list of Megathreads within their sub-forum including Injection IV Complications and Info Megathread and FAQ and The Heroin Megathread

I'm sorry for what you are going through. I am not sure if you wanted to see our recovery threads and just encase you do here are the links;

- The Dark Side
- Sober Living
- Mental Health

Please feel free to ask if you want any help with anything or just want some questions answering. I'm happy that you have joined our community.

Wishing you all the very best,
Evey
 
hello welcome to bluelight. I don't understand your post very well but everyone here is great. I've seen very few mean posts. I'm a long time user in recovery so if you need support or to rant to someone PM me.
 
Her I am again I moved to youngs town ohio found my fix ,,,,15 min on the grey hound came there to get sober now im back in il for cort just shot a perk ,wtf fml
 
Her I am again I moved to youngs town ohio found my fix ,,,,15 min on the grey hound came there to get sober now im back in il for cort just shot a perk ,wtf fml

Damn, you need to brush up on your grammar because it's not making much sense. Not to be rude, but at least use a spell checker for your own dignity, let alone the rest of us who try an decipher some of of your posts. Now you said you were in court and shot a perk?
 
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Girl i been there - and when you said that you threw out the box of points i knew you meant syringes haha. But hey, there is always hope. i got clean and if you want to so can you.
it took me a few times lol like a lot of times... and now im here.... everyday is hard, but it gets easier if your are commited to it!

I'm happy for you and wish you the best, however I have no desire to quit since it's my lesisure acitivty atm. You wanted ot quit and did it, but the want has to be there and I honestly don't have sa reason to take away something I enjoy. No kids, finacially stable, and use when it's safe. Your commitment is why you quit. But I'm not suffering or feeling sorry for myself like some users tend to do. Either one will accept being a user, or threy need to quit. It would be hard to quit I imagine, but your desire to is what got you through it. I am happy and content as you are, but I don't feel sorry for you because you quit. :D
 
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