So back again to spill some shit. It's so nice out here all the beautiful colors of fall and here i haven't left my house in days. I can tell winters coming because I have been unwittingly closing myself off again. This hasn't worked well in the past and I know that but not going to stop it. It is strange to me that it happens every year without me even realising. Maybe I'm weird to look forward to being isolated but I do enjoy it at the same time I get so depressed staring at the same four walls. Yep I had better grab some books and dig in for winter.
