Animated drama queen
gesticulating as she bleeds
her charged stories of the bands she meets
and her relations, revealing her philosophy
she doesn't seem to be one
to take shit from anyone
another beautiful goth girl
another fixation has begun
nursing my beer as I try to
stop myself from drifting off
on elaborite sexual fantasies,
to pull my head out of clouds
and dark, hopeful dreams and
back to the futility of a
cold, harsh reality.
Behold my isolationist tendencies.
Breathe deep, hold back intensity.
Try and find some freedom from desire,
some liberation through apathy,
don't fixate,
don't dare imagine
visions of positions
dark, sacred action
some pleasant satisfaction
and a mutual reaction
but it's been so long
and I'm so hungry.
It's been so long, I've got
too much of this within me.
gesticulating as she bleeds
her charged stories of the bands she meets
and her relations, revealing her philosophy
she doesn't seem to be one
to take shit from anyone
another beautiful goth girl
another fixation has begun
nursing my beer as I try to
stop myself from drifting off
on elaborite sexual fantasies,
to pull my head out of clouds
and dark, hopeful dreams and
back to the futility of a
cold, harsh reality.
Behold my isolationist tendencies.
Breathe deep, hold back intensity.
Try and find some freedom from desire,
some liberation through apathy,
don't fixate,
don't dare imagine
visions of positions
dark, sacred action
some pleasant satisfaction
and a mutual reaction
but it's been so long
and I'm so hungry.
It's been so long, I've got
too much of this within me.
