And then there was.... Jen. (props to all of us!)

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

yeah, it's just a name but i still don't get it.
my old boyfriend was engaged to this girl before me. we shared that thing. and the one before her? ... yup she makes three. now there's the current, in his not-so-current life, she's the fourth.
Jen * Jen * Jen * Jen
you & jen ...yeah you broke up. it happens.
......... then there was me.
Jen *another* Jen
I don't get it at all, strictly coincidence, I'm sure-
But I'm sick of sharing 'it'
I'm sick of being compared to 'it'
I'm sick of trying to live up to 'it'
Yeah, maybe she was great,
But so the fuck am I.
I want a different one. Something that suits me, something far-fetched, off the wall, unique. Something pretty. I want a name that describes me. Not just one that describes you last.
And maybe you could pronounciate it different, change the spelling or your tone, call me in full. Just do something. ...so I know that when you say my name, you are talking to me. Not just remembering your past. And hey, don't get me wrong- I'm not saying to forget that at all.
I'm just saying- I am me. not to be compared.
...all because of this stupid fucking alias.

 

[E-girl]

Yeah, maybe she was great,
... no, she was a backstabbing bitch. you are much better than her. Maybe that will put your mind at ease.
That was during his "insane" period. We all go through it. I dont know WHAT the fuck he was thinking. lol.

 

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

It really wasn't reference to her really.... just that fact of how ironic my ex boyfriend has 4 jen's, and well, you know the current situation. irony, maybe