And into the light!

I have come back to hallucinogens. My life is on track and I think I learnt a lot from the experience.

Interestingly, since my previous bad experience I haven't had a bad trip. It's like I've been to the worst place imaginable so there is little fear anymore. Or I have delved into my subconsious and sorted out what fucked me up in the first place. Still have qualms about more than 300mics of acid tho. But 9gs of shrooms and I feel lucid and in control.

Of course I now have more respect. I never trip too often and tend to do a mental check to see if I'm in the right place before droping.

Let the good times role as they say!

I suppose that the moral of the story is to respect drugs and your mind, but ultimatly there is hope if something bad happens to you.

 

"Respect drugs and your mind"

Exactly. You only get one brain, and it can be fucked beyond repair. If you stare for long into the abyss, the abyss stares also into you.

I'm glad to hear that you were able to recover from your bad trip. I had a terrible experience with 5-meo-dmt several years ago that I've been able to integrate, but not really get past. As such, I stay away from the heavy psychs and on the very rare occasions that I do trip these days it's usually (relatively) low dose LSD.

 

I believe bad trips exist but I think they are somewhat rare (I don't doubt you all have had them if you say you have), however I consider most of my psychedelic experiences to be "challenging" but not "bad trips".

9g's of mushrooms is a lot though (dried I assume)! The highest I ever took them is 7g, but the most intense experience I had was 5g of all caps (it was my 2nd mushroom trip after eating 3.5g a few months ago).

Enjoy the mushroom experience! :D