Anyone ever do meth while rolling?
It was HORRIBLE. I mean, not like death horrible, but it ruined a great roll (with GHB might I add, my favorite combo in the universe) for 30 minutes and I turned mean and achy and irritable and, NOT ecstatic. Theoretically meth SHOULD work OK with MDMA, I mean, both stimulants, one works on serotonin, one on dopamine, and E is often cut with meth, so they should complement each other. but I realize, no, they don't, not for me.
Then I knew at the moment: I am a ROLLER at heart. I am NOT a tweaker. I don't LIKE the meth "high." I like being not fatigued all day, and not stuck in bed cuz of my back injury, and not over-eating due to another med i am on or boredom... But I don't like... TWEAKING.
Cuz I spent too much time on that level, and I was bonkers and it was not fun.
Anyway, just my stream of consciousness... (and yes, I used to write/rant on like this WAY before I ever tried a drug or drank. So it's not drug speak, it's me, whether I like it or not, LOL.)
It was HORRIBLE. I mean, not like death horrible, but it ruined a great roll (with GHB might I add, my favorite combo in the universe) for 30 minutes and I turned mean and achy and irritable and, NOT ecstatic. Theoretically meth SHOULD work OK with MDMA, I mean, both stimulants, one works on serotonin, one on dopamine, and E is often cut with meth, so they should complement each other. but I realize, no, they don't, not for me.
Then I knew at the moment: I am a ROLLER at heart. I am NOT a tweaker. I don't LIKE the meth "high." I like being not fatigued all day, and not stuck in bed cuz of my back injury, and not over-eating due to another med i am on or boredom... But I don't like... TWEAKING.
Cuz I spent too much time on that level, and I was bonkers and it was not fun.
Anyway, just my stream of consciousness... (and yes, I used to write/rant on like this WAY before I ever tried a drug or drank. So it's not drug speak, it's me, whether I like it or not, LOL.)