Beefy
Bluelighter
Hey guys, i am an oldtimer of this site. I think my first sn was in 2002 i think??? deefex???, the second one was in 2006 cocksuckernj (made that one on a dare for more drugs, lol). and now i've been joining other boards and i liked this name, so i decided to change it to a not so shoking name. and the fact that i've gained weight too since stopping meth, crack and coke. I'm now on methadone, do benzos and diesel sometimes. But i want to get back into psychedelics and MDMA/MDA again. I have grown since i was 16 and tripping. I used to have bad trips but that was just because i was scared of people finding out i was gay i think. and because i just wasn't as confident as i am now. But i do have some anxiety sometimes, so i wonder if i should even try to trip again. But i do have anti-psychotics on hand in case i need them.
Anyways, hello again.
Anyways, hello again.



