An O-M-G moment

My head is spinning, my heart is pumping and consticting and all those feeling of old attraction become in the light of day again.

I dunno what to think or do or say.

What do you say after you find your very first boyfriend again online after 15yrs?

Damn, i can't believe I just looked over this page to see if I have a filter option to make it friends only being paranoid he would read this. haha.

Not saying i want that again, not saying I am attracted to him still. Just the shock of acidentally finding him online was a shock. More so after TRYING to find him 5 years ago and couldn't so I gave up. Now I was goofing around on a site and put something in that was from a movie and his picture pops up. I get curious and message him -- its him.

not sure what to think or do. wow.

funny how life works out.

Fate or truely just accidental? not sure. I would like to think fate as we are all meant to meet people again after losing touch. What path it takes is all up in the "stars".

On another unrelated matter, WTF is up with Facebook? Password issue this morning. Its changing password on people. What the heck? My bestfriend also said it happened to her, so its not like it was just me.

Weird. Life is.

 

That's pretty cool you found him!!
SO- what did he say??!

 

We talked about old time, what we're up to now, this and that.
He wanted to talk on the phone but I have anxiety and i don't do good on phones. Plus I didn't want him to have my phone number in case he's still using crack and other drugs. I don't mind talking to him but I don't need drugs in my world when I just got rid of them a year ago.
It was an okay conversation, better than most guys I talk to but it seemed...off. **shrugs** I dunno.... lol