sourapple6567
Greenlighter
Hello all, wall of text below. (Tl;dr, skip to last sentence)
I always wondered if I would ever meet someone similar to me, someone who didn’t view experimentation either as a Satanic, evil influence or as a way to “get messed up”.
And a few years ago, while running through the tall grass of the Internet, a wild Bluelight appeared.
This isn’t my first time on the site. I’ve been using Bluelight as a guide to my drug-related escapades for some time now but only just now decided to join because I finally decided that the opportunity of meeting like-minded people outweighed the crippling social anxiety I feel even as I type this post into a word processor for multiple edits BEFORE I even THINK about posting it, lol.
Here’s a little bio/list of interests to all perusing this fine introduction:
I’m an 18 year old female. I have an A.A. degree and am currently pursuing a degree in Psychology and eventually want to go to law school. I’m an extremely shy INTJ for those of you who are into personality theory and stuff (INTJ represent, woot woot). I love art and creativity; specifically drawing, writing, and music. When I’m not studying, I’m most likely off playing the guitar (probably Pink Floyd or Velvet Underground) or sketching things on a beautiful deserted beach that I love going to in the dark hours of the morning.
I typically gravitate towards psychedelics and the stunning mental vistas that they provide. However, I’ve also used plenty of other things, from uppers to downers and everything in between. I have to say my ultimate drug of choice would be opiates, despite our tumultuous relationship. I think every individual’s point of view severely limits them from truly knowing what it means to experience, like a cloudy, tiny, biased lens with which to view the entire world. This belief is at the heart of my experimentation. I want to view as much as I can of the human experience throughout the spectrum with my own eyes, witnessing everything from the desperation of the dope-sick junkie to the love of family and friends.
Anyway, hi people, I’m sourapple6567 and I’d love to meet some cool people and join in sometimes
I always wondered if I would ever meet someone similar to me, someone who didn’t view experimentation either as a Satanic, evil influence or as a way to “get messed up”.
And a few years ago, while running through the tall grass of the Internet, a wild Bluelight appeared.
This isn’t my first time on the site. I’ve been using Bluelight as a guide to my drug-related escapades for some time now but only just now decided to join because I finally decided that the opportunity of meeting like-minded people outweighed the crippling social anxiety I feel even as I type this post into a word processor for multiple edits BEFORE I even THINK about posting it, lol.
Here’s a little bio/list of interests to all perusing this fine introduction:
I’m an 18 year old female. I have an A.A. degree and am currently pursuing a degree in Psychology and eventually want to go to law school. I’m an extremely shy INTJ for those of you who are into personality theory and stuff (INTJ represent, woot woot). I love art and creativity; specifically drawing, writing, and music. When I’m not studying, I’m most likely off playing the guitar (probably Pink Floyd or Velvet Underground) or sketching things on a beautiful deserted beach that I love going to in the dark hours of the morning.
I typically gravitate towards psychedelics and the stunning mental vistas that they provide. However, I’ve also used plenty of other things, from uppers to downers and everything in between. I have to say my ultimate drug of choice would be opiates, despite our tumultuous relationship. I think every individual’s point of view severely limits them from truly knowing what it means to experience, like a cloudy, tiny, biased lens with which to view the entire world. This belief is at the heart of my experimentation. I want to view as much as I can of the human experience throughout the spectrum with my own eyes, witnessing everything from the desperation of the dope-sick junkie to the love of family and friends.
Anyway, hi people, I’m sourapple6567 and I’d love to meet some cool people and join in sometimes
I approve of your DOC - Opiates FTW! What's your favorite opiate? Mine should be self explanatory given my username. Well, I'm a little drunk and tend to ramble after 8 or 9 beers so i'm gonna leave this here. But I hope you enjoy BL! It's a great community with incredibly intelligent, insightful people. Feel free to PM me anytime!