mashead testing
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I weighed out 50mg of AMT and put it into a cap, at 10.15pm I decided to swallow this cap in my bedroom. After swallowing I collected up a few cds which I thought I might want to listen to and cleared the floor in my room.
My mind set was off excitement and I felt a tiny but nervous but happy at what I was doing.
I was online and talking to friends on aim and msn sat on my bed with my lap top.
After 30 mins I believed something kind of shimmered although this didnt seem to grow much, at about 2 hours into it I felt kind of speedy as though I had taken some sort of stimulant and within the next hour I definitely felt myself feel as though I had taken something but the effects didnt seem to be too strong.
I was still online talking mainly to H and I felt different to usual although I had begun to believe it wasnt working. Not long after the music peaked and I closed my eyes and felt rushes go through my body, I was also grinning constantly and I found everything in general very amusing.
At about 2pm I was still talking online and another friend had woken up and come on and he said something really funny and I laughed for about 10 minutes almost uncontrollably although I still wasnt impressed by the effects it didnt seem to be going anywhere, I knew I had taken something but actually determining the effects was quite hard.
Not long after I was typing and the letters seemed to curl and go wavy which I found very interesting, I also found that by typing a size descriptive word such as bigger it would appear bigger and by typing smaller it would appear smaller, I had much fun doing this for quite a while and talking.
This seemed to last for quite a while and I began to wonder where time had gone although time looking back seemed to go very fast, I was really hot so I tried to take my t shirt off, first attempt left me wondering how to do it and it seemed to twist at my neck as I tried to pull it over my head, after a few attempts it was off.
Looking down at my stomach made it appear to have a red glow and I liked the feel of my skin moving my hands on it. At one point I was moving my arms and it felt as though my arms had fallen off, my body appeared so still though my arms felt very seperate to the rest of me.
The sun was rising and it was getting light outside, when I looked at my wardrobe I could see colours melting together and it looked so good, I just wanted to stare at my wardrobe, my bed felt soft although my body was heavy and I could move very well.
I needed to go downstairs to the bathroom and it took me a few attempts to get up, eventually I did and I came back to my room where I decided I would get undressed and get into my bed, doing this was very hard although like an adventure and eventually I got into bed where it felt nice.
I kept forgetting that the music had stopped and people I was talking to online would remind me by asking what was I listening to, I seemed to be slow and typing was hard.
At about 5.30am I still seemed to be in the same place as earlier and H who I had been talking to all that time decided to go to bed. At this time I laid back and it appeared I had run out of people to talk to so I laid and looked at my room where everything seemed to be very psychedelic appearing.
My thoughts werent much different to usual although my head was constantly saying wow. At some time around 6am I decided to look out the window as it was light. I had looked out of the window earlier when it was dark and been disappointed but looking down at the grass in m garden seemed to blow everything up in my mind and the grass moved like I was looking through a kaliedoscope, I was shocked how good the visual effects were and I kept going from kneeling on my bed looking out the window to laying on my bed trying to believe how good it looked outside.
At about 7.40pm I heard my sister leave for work so I knew I was alone and I decided to try and get pics of the garden because it looked so nice, I got my phone which I was using to txt people and went downstairs and got the digi cam. Then I went outside and touched the grass it felt beautiful and I sat in my garden watching it grow around me and seeing the patterns it made.
Then I went and sat in the door step looking outside seeing how beautful it was, a cat appeared and I didnt know if it was real so I took pics. The cat looked so unreal and it just stared at me for ages before walking off, I was to slow to get pics of it as it crossed the garden though.
My phone vibrated in my hand and sparks seemed to come from it and I threw it in the air, after a while I decided to go back up to my room and try and connect the digi cam up to the pc to see if the cat was real.
I kept laying back in my bed, my face felt tense and I was melting inside my bed it felt so good, I was totally absorbed in everything. I talked to another friend online S although I kept hitting the wrong keys and I was told to type slow so I could make sense, the main word I pressed was "wow" infact I think many people got bored of me typing "wow" so much.
I then laid back on my bed for what seemed like 2 hours although I cant remember what else I did during that time, before I decided to go watch yellow submarine downstairs, as soon as I put it on S sent a txt to my phone and I went to talk to her online for a bit.
Then I went back downstairs to try and watch it again and I laid on the floor there was a fly close by and I could see it so intricately it looked so interesting.
After this I went back up to my room and laid on my bed, everything was still very psychedelic and the patterns were everywhere and beautiful, it all felt so good but my body was very tight and heavy although I didnt want to move just lay back and be absorbed.
A few hours later and I tried to sleep this must have happened quite easily and I woke up about 40 mins before my sister got home and managed to clean myself up as I looked like id died.
I then came online and typed "wow" again a few million times before going to bed at about 11 and sleeping most of the time till 1pm today.
There are a few parts ive missed and the time is very approximate. I think the AMT only really begun when I concentrated on it.
Overall it was probably my most interesting experience to date and I could see definite similarities at times between AMT and 2CB although this was in the melting feeling feeling and the general conciousness.
I didnt get much mentally out of AMT apart from stimulation and a quite intense speediness, I found the patterning visuals to be amazing though and I am still in shock at how beautiful they were.
I would say there is similarities between acid and AMT although AMT seemed to me to be what I wanted from acid, it was like acid minus the edge which I have been unable to take sometimes and with added speediness which I enjoyed although the tension in my face especially was hard at times, especially as my jaw would get stuck mid grin.
Thanks for reading this.
My mind set was off excitement and I felt a tiny but nervous but happy at what I was doing.
I was online and talking to friends on aim and msn sat on my bed with my lap top.
After 30 mins I believed something kind of shimmered although this didnt seem to grow much, at about 2 hours into it I felt kind of speedy as though I had taken some sort of stimulant and within the next hour I definitely felt myself feel as though I had taken something but the effects didnt seem to be too strong.
I was still online talking mainly to H and I felt different to usual although I had begun to believe it wasnt working. Not long after the music peaked and I closed my eyes and felt rushes go through my body, I was also grinning constantly and I found everything in general very amusing.
At about 2pm I was still talking online and another friend had woken up and come on and he said something really funny and I laughed for about 10 minutes almost uncontrollably although I still wasnt impressed by the effects it didnt seem to be going anywhere, I knew I had taken something but actually determining the effects was quite hard.
Not long after I was typing and the letters seemed to curl and go wavy which I found very interesting, I also found that by typing a size descriptive word such as bigger it would appear bigger and by typing smaller it would appear smaller, I had much fun doing this for quite a while and talking.
This seemed to last for quite a while and I began to wonder where time had gone although time looking back seemed to go very fast, I was really hot so I tried to take my t shirt off, first attempt left me wondering how to do it and it seemed to twist at my neck as I tried to pull it over my head, after a few attempts it was off.
Looking down at my stomach made it appear to have a red glow and I liked the feel of my skin moving my hands on it. At one point I was moving my arms and it felt as though my arms had fallen off, my body appeared so still though my arms felt very seperate to the rest of me.
The sun was rising and it was getting light outside, when I looked at my wardrobe I could see colours melting together and it looked so good, I just wanted to stare at my wardrobe, my bed felt soft although my body was heavy and I could move very well.
I needed to go downstairs to the bathroom and it took me a few attempts to get up, eventually I did and I came back to my room where I decided I would get undressed and get into my bed, doing this was very hard although like an adventure and eventually I got into bed where it felt nice.
I kept forgetting that the music had stopped and people I was talking to online would remind me by asking what was I listening to, I seemed to be slow and typing was hard.
At about 5.30am I still seemed to be in the same place as earlier and H who I had been talking to all that time decided to go to bed. At this time I laid back and it appeared I had run out of people to talk to so I laid and looked at my room where everything seemed to be very psychedelic appearing.
My thoughts werent much different to usual although my head was constantly saying wow. At some time around 6am I decided to look out the window as it was light. I had looked out of the window earlier when it was dark and been disappointed but looking down at the grass in m garden seemed to blow everything up in my mind and the grass moved like I was looking through a kaliedoscope, I was shocked how good the visual effects were and I kept going from kneeling on my bed looking out the window to laying on my bed trying to believe how good it looked outside.
At about 7.40pm I heard my sister leave for work so I knew I was alone and I decided to try and get pics of the garden because it looked so nice, I got my phone which I was using to txt people and went downstairs and got the digi cam. Then I went outside and touched the grass it felt beautiful and I sat in my garden watching it grow around me and seeing the patterns it made.
Then I went and sat in the door step looking outside seeing how beautful it was, a cat appeared and I didnt know if it was real so I took pics. The cat looked so unreal and it just stared at me for ages before walking off, I was to slow to get pics of it as it crossed the garden though.
My phone vibrated in my hand and sparks seemed to come from it and I threw it in the air, after a while I decided to go back up to my room and try and connect the digi cam up to the pc to see if the cat was real.
I kept laying back in my bed, my face felt tense and I was melting inside my bed it felt so good, I was totally absorbed in everything. I talked to another friend online S although I kept hitting the wrong keys and I was told to type slow so I could make sense, the main word I pressed was "wow" infact I think many people got bored of me typing "wow" so much.
I then laid back on my bed for what seemed like 2 hours although I cant remember what else I did during that time, before I decided to go watch yellow submarine downstairs, as soon as I put it on S sent a txt to my phone and I went to talk to her online for a bit.
Then I went back downstairs to try and watch it again and I laid on the floor there was a fly close by and I could see it so intricately it looked so interesting.
After this I went back up to my room and laid on my bed, everything was still very psychedelic and the patterns were everywhere and beautiful, it all felt so good but my body was very tight and heavy although I didnt want to move just lay back and be absorbed.
A few hours later and I tried to sleep this must have happened quite easily and I woke up about 40 mins before my sister got home and managed to clean myself up as I looked like id died.
I then came online and typed "wow" again a few million times before going to bed at about 11 and sleeping most of the time till 1pm today.
There are a few parts ive missed and the time is very approximate. I think the AMT only really begun when I concentrated on it.
Overall it was probably my most interesting experience to date and I could see definite similarities at times between AMT and 2CB although this was in the melting feeling feeling and the general conciousness.
I didnt get much mentally out of AMT apart from stimulation and a quite intense speediness, I found the patterning visuals to be amazing though and I am still in shock at how beautiful they were.
I would say there is similarities between acid and AMT although AMT seemed to me to be what I wanted from acid, it was like acid minus the edge which I have been unable to take sometimes and with added speediness which I enjoyed although the tension in my face especially was hard at times, especially as my jaw would get stuck mid grin.
Thanks for reading this.
Also I felt that weird kind of I guess you could say melting kind of in the back of my head. Weird stuff 
