MySticXChic
Bluelighter
So I finally got my hands on some AMT last Saturday!I can barely even phathom the thought of me putting my experience into words but I'll take a stab at it..just wanting to share this amazing experience with everyone.btw I don't know if this has any relavency or not but I was quite the frequent acid user about a year ago my last trip before this AMT was on May.16,2001.So I was definitely expecting a hard trip since AMT is always compared with acid.Here I go...:
So its 11:00pm, I got me a few AMT 50mg gelcaps right in my face screaming :Take me! Take me!I sit there for about an hour of so contemplating whether or not to take em because A.)It was already pretty damn late and I had to be to work the next afternoon. and B.)My friend wasn't going to drop and I wanted to fully experience my trip with her on AMT as well. But of course I gave in to that temptation exactly @ 12:00am I took 1 50mg gelcap. Now heres where the mind-blowin night all starts off.....
So I drop it. 12:30am=Nothing! 12:45=Nothing 1:00=nothing 1:15=Ohhhhh shit, whats this the picture on the wall is takin on wierd shapes, the people are talkin in it, the ballons in the closet somehow resemble a person a basically scared the livin shit out of me!But I wasn't scared I was soo amazed and overcome with that amazement at the visuals and how quickly they hit me!Its like your waitng and waitng and then BAM! It hits you right in the damn face!
I take a cab to my firends house around 2:00am but I was a little concerened that when in the way there I had the worst experience like I had a full blown panic attack sweaty,shaky hands, just profuse sweating non-stop.Well, it only lasted a good 5 minutes which felt like an eternity to me. I think itall happened because I left my friend back home and left my "safe-zone".
Its about 2:30am now I get out the cab my hearing and my vision feel so awakened and alive, like all my senses had an energy boost.I feel like I'am triippin balls of like 10 hits of acid!I meet my friend we chilled, talk for which seemed for ever and ever but was only at the most an hour. My time perception seemed real fucked up I thought an hour passed by it would only be like minutes...For a few short minutes I find myself going on and on about a useless topic to my friend just talking so fast he thought I was tweaking off meth. So we chill some more he thinks I should smoke some weed to chill me out a little bit so we smoke a blunt.Hm not to bad now I find myself a little more mellow almost at like a dopey roll state of mind but the visuals are 10x as strong as they were before. We go inside I lay down and he puts in Pink Floyd "The wall" soundtrack: HOLY SHIT! He didn't even warn me, I personally just about pissed my pants when he put it on. I will admit I was scared I thought I heard helicopters landing in the front yard,I saw( well,Actually it was the closed eye-visuals that were aweeesomeeee) people screaming and running in vacant castle hallways, children standing up and pointing their fingers with a pissed of grimace screming:"Hey, leave us kids alone!" and then I visualize some stoned quite scary lookin olderman singing:"We don't need no education..."Yeah I know you all know the song. Well, I really didn't like all those visuals @ once too overwhealming for me!
So I said its time to put in some smooth fresh relaxing trance and just chill. I swear to you I heared some crazy shit just people whispering softly in my ear actually it was quite interesting!Now I'am in a completely chilled state of mind all relaxed but overcome with my visuals once again. Let me not get to into depth here but sex yes, sex on AMT is mazing every little thrust you feel in your body feels like an orgasm is just going to happen right then and there but nooooo you just keep going on and on.... Need I say more.
Oh, my I look @ the clock itslike 7:00am I need to go, so I leave my friends house still comin down,hug and kiss my firend goodbye, still feeling like his touch is soo amazing, then I walk on outside and wait for my cab and BAM the damn sun light right in my damn face killing my high but I made that experience better I admired the bright(damn wayy too bright) morining sun and all of nature. So then my cab FINALLY came hoped in and had a wonderfull convo about growing old with cab driver now for some strange reason I felt a great sense of well being and then I was home blabing on and on about my experience to my freind, as I I'am with you all now.
Well as for the day after I was completely feeling sober around 8:00pm Sunday night. I wasexpecting a real shity come down but to my surpirse it wasn't too bad I just slept alllll day and night and had a few migraines hm not the best but my Advil came handy!
All and all my experience was amazing something I think everyone should experience but unfortunately this drug along with many others but especially this one can only be used in moderation due in part becasue its a research chemical and its strong altered state of mind it puts you in. I really wish I could put every little tiny detail of my fist experience, my mind-blowing visuals both closed and open, the little things I was hearing and finally the way everything felt physcially and emtionally into words!But I can't, maybe you can experience it first hand youself,....
[ 20 March 2002: Message edited by: MySticXChic ]
So its 11:00pm, I got me a few AMT 50mg gelcaps right in my face screaming :Take me! Take me!I sit there for about an hour of so contemplating whether or not to take em because A.)It was already pretty damn late and I had to be to work the next afternoon. and B.)My friend wasn't going to drop and I wanted to fully experience my trip with her on AMT as well. But of course I gave in to that temptation exactly @ 12:00am I took 1 50mg gelcap. Now heres where the mind-blowin night all starts off.....
So I drop it. 12:30am=Nothing! 12:45=Nothing 1:00=nothing 1:15=Ohhhhh shit, whats this the picture on the wall is takin on wierd shapes, the people are talkin in it, the ballons in the closet somehow resemble a person a basically scared the livin shit out of me!But I wasn't scared I was soo amazed and overcome with that amazement at the visuals and how quickly they hit me!Its like your waitng and waitng and then BAM! It hits you right in the damn face!
I take a cab to my firends house around 2:00am but I was a little concerened that when in the way there I had the worst experience like I had a full blown panic attack sweaty,shaky hands, just profuse sweating non-stop.Well, it only lasted a good 5 minutes which felt like an eternity to me. I think itall happened because I left my friend back home and left my "safe-zone".
Its about 2:30am now I get out the cab my hearing and my vision feel so awakened and alive, like all my senses had an energy boost.I feel like I'am triippin balls of like 10 hits of acid!I meet my friend we chilled, talk for which seemed for ever and ever but was only at the most an hour. My time perception seemed real fucked up I thought an hour passed by it would only be like minutes...For a few short minutes I find myself going on and on about a useless topic to my friend just talking so fast he thought I was tweaking off meth. So we chill some more he thinks I should smoke some weed to chill me out a little bit so we smoke a blunt.Hm not to bad now I find myself a little more mellow almost at like a dopey roll state of mind but the visuals are 10x as strong as they were before. We go inside I lay down and he puts in Pink Floyd "The wall" soundtrack: HOLY SHIT! He didn't even warn me, I personally just about pissed my pants when he put it on. I will admit I was scared I thought I heard helicopters landing in the front yard,I saw( well,Actually it was the closed eye-visuals that were aweeesomeeee) people screaming and running in vacant castle hallways, children standing up and pointing their fingers with a pissed of grimace screming:"Hey, leave us kids alone!" and then I visualize some stoned quite scary lookin olderman singing:"We don't need no education..."Yeah I know you all know the song. Well, I really didn't like all those visuals @ once too overwhealming for me!
So I said its time to put in some smooth fresh relaxing trance and just chill. I swear to you I heared some crazy shit just people whispering softly in my ear actually it was quite interesting!Now I'am in a completely chilled state of mind all relaxed but overcome with my visuals once again. Let me not get to into depth here but sex yes, sex on AMT is mazing every little thrust you feel in your body feels like an orgasm is just going to happen right then and there but nooooo you just keep going on and on.... Need I say more.
Oh, my I look @ the clock itslike 7:00am I need to go, so I leave my friends house still comin down,hug and kiss my firend goodbye, still feeling like his touch is soo amazing, then I walk on outside and wait for my cab and BAM the damn sun light right in my damn face killing my high but I made that experience better I admired the bright(damn wayy too bright) morining sun and all of nature. So then my cab FINALLY came hoped in and had a wonderfull convo about growing old with cab driver now for some strange reason I felt a great sense of well being and then I was home blabing on and on about my experience to my freind, as I I'am with you all now.
Well as for the day after I was completely feeling sober around 8:00pm Sunday night. I wasexpecting a real shity come down but to my surpirse it wasn't too bad I just slept alllll day and night and had a few migraines hm not the best but my Advil came handy!
All and all my experience was amazing something I think everyone should experience but unfortunately this drug along with many others but especially this one can only be used in moderation due in part becasue its a research chemical and its strong altered state of mind it puts you in. I really wish I could put every little tiny detail of my fist experience, my mind-blowing visuals both closed and open, the little things I was hearing and finally the way everything felt physcially and emtionally into words!But I can't, maybe you can experience it first hand youself,....
[ 20 March 2002: Message edited by: MySticXChic ]
