eternalcrux
Bluelighter
-Earlier in the day i've ingested 30mg adderall.
TYpical ampheta-feelings feelings occour throught the day, until i start to come down and feel angry and irritable.
-On the comedown I dosed 10mg ambien.
I feel the ambien almost brings back some of amphetamine buzz actually, although at the same time my anxieties are relaxed. I feel it is okay to smile and joke around again, and do so.
-Large blue lotus spliff is smoked
-About an hour later 4or5 grams lotus steeped in an anti-anxiety tea
-Another two bowls of lotus smoked
-Another ambien ingested
The final product, as i walked home, equalled what i would describe as an amphetamatic-psychedelic-drunk. Very positive mood pushes experienced.
Mymp3 player lets Chamallionaire into my ears and i notice the lights aer dancing right along with me. The trails on the lights were dancing as well. I smile. Walking home was a fun adventure, as simple tasks such as blinking or turning my head slightly yeild astonishing patters of waving and jerking light. Objects appear slightly different, and the emotions connected to the objects I see are very different, ina positive way.
I can definately feel less anxiety than I would normally feel walking home in this neighborhood at this time of night (i suffer fro manxiety disorders and sometimes have panick attacks).
Colors appear bleaker, although in a positive way. They seem simpler?
I feel floaty and relaxed inside my head, slightly sedated, slightly psychedelic, and the slight amphetamine-like feelings linger on. and my sense of touch seems different as well, although i cannot put my finger on how (pun?). lol i R n3rd kthx.
-I piece of string cheese is ingested. Normally ambien can cause a loss of pleasure in my taste buds, but the cheese hits on point.
My body tells me its time for #2, thus i shall listen. The report may or may not end here, I am contemplating augmenting it with another chemical shortly. Will ammend report accordingly if said event takes place.
Love,
eternalcrux
TYpical ampheta-feelings feelings occour throught the day, until i start to come down and feel angry and irritable.
-On the comedown I dosed 10mg ambien.
I feel the ambien almost brings back some of amphetamine buzz actually, although at the same time my anxieties are relaxed. I feel it is okay to smile and joke around again, and do so.
-Large blue lotus spliff is smoked
-About an hour later 4or5 grams lotus steeped in an anti-anxiety tea
-Another two bowls of lotus smoked
-Another ambien ingested
The final product, as i walked home, equalled what i would describe as an amphetamatic-psychedelic-drunk. Very positive mood pushes experienced.
Mymp3 player lets Chamallionaire into my ears and i notice the lights aer dancing right along with me. The trails on the lights were dancing as well. I smile. Walking home was a fun adventure, as simple tasks such as blinking or turning my head slightly yeild astonishing patters of waving and jerking light. Objects appear slightly different, and the emotions connected to the objects I see are very different, ina positive way.
I can definately feel less anxiety than I would normally feel walking home in this neighborhood at this time of night (i suffer fro manxiety disorders and sometimes have panick attacks).
Colors appear bleaker, although in a positive way. They seem simpler?
I feel floaty and relaxed inside my head, slightly sedated, slightly psychedelic, and the slight amphetamine-like feelings linger on. and my sense of touch seems different as well, although i cannot put my finger on how (pun?). lol i R n3rd kthx.
-I piece of string cheese is ingested. Normally ambien can cause a loss of pleasure in my taste buds, but the cheese hits on point.
My body tells me its time for #2, thus i shall listen. The report may or may not end here, I am contemplating augmenting it with another chemical shortly. Will ammend report accordingly if said event takes place.
Love,
eternalcrux
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