I am 25 years old male,,i was depressed,anxious,ocd,bod,adhd since i can remember.
When i was 12 years old i was diagnosed depression and medicated,,im these 13 years i tried all sati,snri,trycilic,tetracyclyc,atypical antidepressant,,i was also prescribed few antypsihotics,,mood stabilizers and a lot of benzos.
Notthing helped,,i got tms and finally ect and it helped a little for a while.
I was suicidal,lazy,unmotivated...and then one day my ex gave me dexedrine,,that changed everything i was completley depression free,,iz calmed my mind etc.
I tried everystimulant that exist and they all work very well.
Unfortunetly in my conuntry there is no medication for adhd so i need to self medicated with amphetamine paste.
Any explanation why stims make me symptom free,,,and i appreciate all comments on harm reduction related to amphetamine paste.
Tnx much love
When i was 12 years old i was diagnosed depression and medicated,,im these 13 years i tried all sati,snri,trycilic,tetracyclyc,atypical antidepressant,,i was also prescribed few antypsihotics,,mood stabilizers and a lot of benzos.
Notthing helped,,i got tms and finally ect and it helped a little for a while.
I was suicidal,lazy,unmotivated...and then one day my ex gave me dexedrine,,that changed everything i was completley depression free,,iz calmed my mind etc.
I tried everystimulant that exist and they all work very well.
Unfortunetly in my conuntry there is no medication for adhd so i need to self medicated with amphetamine paste.
Any explanation why stims make me symptom free,,,and i appreciate all comments on harm reduction related to amphetamine paste.
Tnx much love