Substances consumed:
Some kind of amphetamine, probably not meth - 3 lines, exact amount unknown
Alcohol - 12 beer bottles 0.33 liter each, one glass of red wine, one glass of Martini, possibly some other beverages as well
Cannabis - lots
Ephedrine - 20 mg
T -2:00 I swallow a pill containing 20 mg ephedrine and 200 mg caffeine to keep me awake, as I knew tonight I would have to stay up late and I was still a bit tired of yesterday's party.
T -1:00 Sitting in a restaurant enjoying a talk, a good meal and a couple of beers with N. I feel a bit excited and nervous, as I had just got an sms from A asking if I'd like to try out some speed with her and our mutual friend D. After eating we go to N's apartment nearby to have a Martini and to continue our chit-chat.
T -0:15 I'm at D's apartment, and we're talking about music and whatnot, waiting for A to arrive. I'm feeling pretty nervous already and a bit uncomfortable. I had read so many unpleasant things about amphetamines that I started to worry about getting paranoid, which I have already experienced in some extent with ephedrine.
T -0:05 A arrived and I'm starting to get comfortable and calm as I see that A and D are not nervous at all and knowing that they have done it before also. We lay the stuff on the table, divide it to three lines and decide to snort it with a note, although I jokingly reminded them of the amount of hands one note goes through.
T 0:00 I inhale the powder in my right nostril. Not so bad as I thought although it burns a little. I don't feel very much anything, and we just continue to talk.
T 0:02 I notice that A starts to talk a bit faster than usually, although not much. I notice the same thing in my speech, and I feel somewhat energetic. D has some trouble keeping up with our speed of talking and he's listening for a while.
T 0:30 The effect is still not very strong and there was no euphoria, so I suggest that we do one line more. I didn't also want that my first time would be weak in any way, I wanted to feel how it feels. The others agree and we decide to take it with orange juice this time.
T 0:45 I start to feel increased euphoria, alertness and my head starts tingling. It's a nice feeling and I know this evening is going to be filled with fun.
T 0:50 My whole body now has the tingling sensation in it, and I can still feel the effect going up. Now it's time for us to leave, as we had agreed to meet other friends of ours, who don't know about us taking speed. I worry a bit that they would notice. Before we have to leave I decide to take a pee. As I proceed to urinate I see that my manliness has become something not unlike one experiences after being in cold water for a long time. Peeing is also pretty hard. I had already heard about this so I was not worried about the phenomena.
T 1:00 Sitting in taxi, I'm sitting in the front trying to explain the driver the correct address, but I don't remember it. I keep talking pretty fast and suddenly M who was already waiting for us phoned me up. It all feels very hectic, driving in a wrong direction, trying to get M to tell me the address, which he couldn't remember either and talking to the taxi driver every once in a while to explain our plan to go first to a gas station to pick up some beers. A and D look somewhat amused in the back seat about me trying to get control over the taxi driver's route.
T 1:30 We're at the party. Everything's pretty quiet, there's just about 10 people. I'm glad no one seemed to notice that we are high on speed. Some of us decide to smoke some pot, and we are thinking of where to do it. As we think some people at the party don't like it maybe we decide to go to the rest room to do it. Really smart, 6-7 people going to the rest room for a joint at a empty party... it takes us a while to get the joint rolled and we hear more people are coming to the party and our hostess knocks at the door wondering what we are doing. We convince her through the door to wait a while and smoke the joint. The corridor is not anymore empty when we step out accompanied with a thick cloud of smoke. One of the other hostesses tells me we wouldn't have to hide in the rest room when smoking pot.
I find it all quite amusing. After this my sense of time and the memories of the evening are a bit blurry. I can definitely feel the effect of cannabis, as well as speed. I had some speed with me, which I got from A and D when leaving D's apartment. I ask if they want some, but they don't. I decide to take it all by myself then mixed in a beer.
T 2:00 We're sitting in one room chilling out, smoking joints almost constantly - I'm kind of dreamy (but not drowsy) and I don't really notice everything so fast, so it just seems like the joints are coming out of nowhere, apparently somebody must be rolling them for us. :D I still feel very good, euphoric, self-confident and happy. Every once in a while I get an urge to do something, so I go and see what the people are like in other rooms. I talk to some people I didn't know before and I feel now perfectly clear - not chilly and stoned at all, it's a different mood because I'm talking to someone who is not stoned. I feel very self-confident and witty when talking (which is an unusual feeling for me) and also empatethic, in a way that I wanted them to feel good about themselves also. Then I came up with the idea to tell people compliments so that they would feel good about themselves. So I proceeded to tell 4 or 5 ladies some nice compliments about them. I think 2 of them blushed.
One of the people I just met ask me if I have taken some drugs. I ask "why?" and she says "your pupils are really huge". I just shrug my shoulders and say "oh, strange". I don't know if she bought it but as she seems to enjoy continuing our conversation also after this remark I do not worry so much. I tell D and A about this incident also, but no one of us freaks out. They also confirmed that my pupils are dilated.
T 4:00 Now I'm feeling pretty stoned and somewhat drunk, although not too much. And still really awake. After this point I don't remember almost any details, just dancing, smoking, talking and drinking.
T 9:00 The place is almost empty and I'm one of the last people there. A and D had also gone home some time ago, so I decide I go home as well, even though I wasn't sure if I could sleep. In the subway I fall in a dreamy state in mid-travel so I go to stations too far and have to wait for a other one. Finally I arrive to my temporary residence (I was not in my home town) and my hostess is already drinking her morning coffee. We chat a little bit and I drink too cups of coffee. I was a bit afraid that she would notice my pupils, as they were pretty huge. Maybe she did, but she didn't say anything.
T 9:30 I lie on the bed, now luckily feeling somewhat sleepy already. After about 10 minutes I fall asleep.
T 12:00 I wake up having a pretty strong headache. I take 400 mg of ibuprofen and drink a glass of water. As I'm now feeling pretty awake, I decide to shower and get my clothes on. When I get to the city I start to realize I'm still feeling the speed. I don't feel comfortable staying in one place, especially because there's too much people in the city, so I just keep walking for half one hour. I got a bit scared when seeing my pupils in the shop-window reflection, they we're still huge.
T 27:00 Now I start to feel the effect has completely worn off and my pupils have returned to almost normal size.
Summary: it was a nice experience, although a bit different than I expected - more energetic and less euphoric than I expected. I also expected to suffer from paranoid thoughts (such as thinking "are those people talking about me?") and a hard comedown, both of which I luckily didn't experience. I'm though not sure if I should do it again, at least not in a while. I also have a feeling that I could get pretty easily addicted to that, especially when I imagine that it would be a pretty nice start for the morning.
Some kind of amphetamine, probably not meth - 3 lines, exact amount unknown
Alcohol - 12 beer bottles 0.33 liter each, one glass of red wine, one glass of Martini, possibly some other beverages as well
Cannabis - lots
Ephedrine - 20 mg
T -2:00 I swallow a pill containing 20 mg ephedrine and 200 mg caffeine to keep me awake, as I knew tonight I would have to stay up late and I was still a bit tired of yesterday's party.
T -1:00 Sitting in a restaurant enjoying a talk, a good meal and a couple of beers with N. I feel a bit excited and nervous, as I had just got an sms from A asking if I'd like to try out some speed with her and our mutual friend D. After eating we go to N's apartment nearby to have a Martini and to continue our chit-chat.
T -0:15 I'm at D's apartment, and we're talking about music and whatnot, waiting for A to arrive. I'm feeling pretty nervous already and a bit uncomfortable. I had read so many unpleasant things about amphetamines that I started to worry about getting paranoid, which I have already experienced in some extent with ephedrine.
T -0:05 A arrived and I'm starting to get comfortable and calm as I see that A and D are not nervous at all and knowing that they have done it before also. We lay the stuff on the table, divide it to three lines and decide to snort it with a note, although I jokingly reminded them of the amount of hands one note goes through.
T 0:00 I inhale the powder in my right nostril. Not so bad as I thought although it burns a little. I don't feel very much anything, and we just continue to talk.
T 0:02 I notice that A starts to talk a bit faster than usually, although not much. I notice the same thing in my speech, and I feel somewhat energetic. D has some trouble keeping up with our speed of talking and he's listening for a while.
T 0:30 The effect is still not very strong and there was no euphoria, so I suggest that we do one line more. I didn't also want that my first time would be weak in any way, I wanted to feel how it feels. The others agree and we decide to take it with orange juice this time.
T 0:45 I start to feel increased euphoria, alertness and my head starts tingling. It's a nice feeling and I know this evening is going to be filled with fun.
T 0:50 My whole body now has the tingling sensation in it, and I can still feel the effect going up. Now it's time for us to leave, as we had agreed to meet other friends of ours, who don't know about us taking speed. I worry a bit that they would notice. Before we have to leave I decide to take a pee. As I proceed to urinate I see that my manliness has become something not unlike one experiences after being in cold water for a long time. Peeing is also pretty hard. I had already heard about this so I was not worried about the phenomena.
T 1:00 Sitting in taxi, I'm sitting in the front trying to explain the driver the correct address, but I don't remember it. I keep talking pretty fast and suddenly M who was already waiting for us phoned me up. It all feels very hectic, driving in a wrong direction, trying to get M to tell me the address, which he couldn't remember either and talking to the taxi driver every once in a while to explain our plan to go first to a gas station to pick up some beers. A and D look somewhat amused in the back seat about me trying to get control over the taxi driver's route.
T 1:30 We're at the party. Everything's pretty quiet, there's just about 10 people. I'm glad no one seemed to notice that we are high on speed. Some of us decide to smoke some pot, and we are thinking of where to do it. As we think some people at the party don't like it maybe we decide to go to the rest room to do it. Really smart, 6-7 people going to the rest room for a joint at a empty party... it takes us a while to get the joint rolled and we hear more people are coming to the party and our hostess knocks at the door wondering what we are doing. We convince her through the door to wait a while and smoke the joint. The corridor is not anymore empty when we step out accompanied with a thick cloud of smoke. One of the other hostesses tells me we wouldn't have to hide in the rest room when smoking pot.
I find it all quite amusing. After this my sense of time and the memories of the evening are a bit blurry. I can definitely feel the effect of cannabis, as well as speed. I had some speed with me, which I got from A and D when leaving D's apartment. I ask if they want some, but they don't. I decide to take it all by myself then mixed in a beer. T 2:00 We're sitting in one room chilling out, smoking joints almost constantly - I'm kind of dreamy (but not drowsy) and I don't really notice everything so fast, so it just seems like the joints are coming out of nowhere, apparently somebody must be rolling them for us. :D I still feel very good, euphoric, self-confident and happy. Every once in a while I get an urge to do something, so I go and see what the people are like in other rooms. I talk to some people I didn't know before and I feel now perfectly clear - not chilly and stoned at all, it's a different mood because I'm talking to someone who is not stoned. I feel very self-confident and witty when talking (which is an unusual feeling for me) and also empatethic, in a way that I wanted them to feel good about themselves also. Then I came up with the idea to tell people compliments so that they would feel good about themselves. So I proceeded to tell 4 or 5 ladies some nice compliments about them. I think 2 of them blushed.
One of the people I just met ask me if I have taken some drugs. I ask "why?" and she says "your pupils are really huge". I just shrug my shoulders and say "oh, strange". I don't know if she bought it but as she seems to enjoy continuing our conversation also after this remark I do not worry so much. I tell D and A about this incident also, but no one of us freaks out. They also confirmed that my pupils are dilated.
T 4:00 Now I'm feeling pretty stoned and somewhat drunk, although not too much. And still really awake. After this point I don't remember almost any details, just dancing, smoking, talking and drinking.
T 9:00 The place is almost empty and I'm one of the last people there. A and D had also gone home some time ago, so I decide I go home as well, even though I wasn't sure if I could sleep. In the subway I fall in a dreamy state in mid-travel so I go to stations too far and have to wait for a other one. Finally I arrive to my temporary residence (I was not in my home town) and my hostess is already drinking her morning coffee. We chat a little bit and I drink too cups of coffee. I was a bit afraid that she would notice my pupils, as they were pretty huge. Maybe she did, but she didn't say anything.
T 9:30 I lie on the bed, now luckily feeling somewhat sleepy already. After about 10 minutes I fall asleep.
T 12:00 I wake up having a pretty strong headache. I take 400 mg of ibuprofen and drink a glass of water. As I'm now feeling pretty awake, I decide to shower and get my clothes on. When I get to the city I start to realize I'm still feeling the speed. I don't feel comfortable staying in one place, especially because there's too much people in the city, so I just keep walking for half one hour. I got a bit scared when seeing my pupils in the shop-window reflection, they we're still huge.
T 27:00 Now I start to feel the effect has completely worn off and my pupils have returned to almost normal size.
Summary: it was a nice experience, although a bit different than I expected - more energetic and less euphoric than I expected. I also expected to suffer from paranoid thoughts (such as thinking "are those people talking about me?") and a hard comedown, both of which I luckily didn't experience. I'm though not sure if I should do it again, at least not in a while. I also have a feeling that I could get pretty easily addicted to that, especially when I imagine that it would be a pretty nice start for the morning.
