Jean Dough
Bluelighter
I've taken Ambien on several occasions usually @ only 10 mg -n- no more than 20 mg. I prefer takin jus 10 as it jus feels like I'm buzzin off sum ethyl but a lot cleaner feelin with no anxiety while in a dreamy-relaxed state where ish is all VIVID [luv my laptop on it..] with no real hallucination but find a strong interest in random ish @ tymes -n- a slight ego-loss state of mind with an odd sense off self/being. Also on this particular dose when IM chattin which I find myself mostly drawn to on this drug, I feel a weird enigmatic connection kinda telepathic-ish wit whoever I'm chattin wit which is hard to put in words but I desribed pretty well. I've taken 20 mg once or twice but don't remember n e trip/experience as I was prolly in bed when I took em or jus got to bed soon after -n- either scenario must of fell out into dreamland as I remember [or did] having a good/interesting/surreal dream one of those tymes on 20 mg. 15 mg tho, I find ejoyable @ tymes as well as it is all of wut I get 10 but with mild visuals/auditory ish which was mostly like my comp screen shifting thru random types of fx-ish like it havin orbs or comin out in 3d @ me sumwut while wit auditory ish I would hear random voices wit random mostly senseless sayings mostly. As well as those 15 mg would jus make me more near a drunken state/tipsy-ish while kinda high like weed but can sumtymes vary in it's total effects -n-/or their intensity [which never gets TOO intense as I have been scared of trippenBALLS ever since takin 4 once of robo, near-peaking as startin off a ride in my homies ride in the back, then opiate w/d'in rite when peaked makin me feel like I was bein ripped from out from within my body while the car ride felt like a scary nitemare-ish rollercoaster -n- when finally home in bed in madd pain all over tryin to lay down wit seein scary closed eye visuals....] but I like 10 mg better. I prefer -n- have mostly snorted em after pickin out the shell pieces, as it hits near instantly -n- has a more alert aspect wit it as well as it seems stronger in sum senses this route as well. I've heard it burns for most peeps but maybe they don't get out all the shellin part/pieces even tho it still has a slight burn after for me @ least. I also should mention, along wit sum benzos, 10 mg [more gradually as need if so] of this ish is pretty helpful when in mild/early withdrawal from opiates [don't kno bout severe w/d tho...] N e ways tho izz not a benzo izz similar in that it works wit yo GABA joint but only to the Alpha1 of the GABA-a receptor which targets sleepin [sry if I messed parta that up] -n- I find it feels jus like a benzo wit sum extra unique qualities/effects. Sry, like usually, bout all tha run-on ish -n wutout -n- god bless yall -n- be safe [don't be fuckin up wit this ish -n- doin ish like operating heavy machinery!]
but its all good. Ambien used to be wonderful til I built up a tolerance to the EFFECTS (but not the dosage) of the drug, where all it became was a delerium instead of a fun, funky dissociating mild hallucinogen!![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
