PoetessAurora
Bluelighter
I wrote this after I took 25mg of Ambien, first dose of 15mg then 10mg 30 minutes later. Hope you like it.
I am tilting; I suppose it's a feeling. Maybe it's my current state of being. Oh well. I am hearing everything as if I am wearing earmuffs. Voices are muted, mouths and words don't match, and sounds are funny. Then if I focus on the sounds, everything becomes sharply clear and loud.
I'm incredibly tired and bored; the kind of tired when you close your eyes, think about something for about 10 seconds, and poof! You are semi-sleeping. Opening my eyes after I blink hurts. The sun is a beast, burning into me. People's heads are surrounded by halos of white light. Lying down on the hot stone wall, I stare at people who must think I'm a total fuck up.
Reaching for a hand, I am picked up off the wall and set down on the ground nearby. I go back inside the building, stumbling and pulling myself up a flight of stairs. Walking seems similar to swimming. I swim to my seat next to other people but I don't really notice them, even when their eyes peer at me.
Instructions fly at us but I don't hear them. I end up staring at a light in the ceiling down near a dark hallway. The light bends and twist, writhing like a serpent. Walls pull away from the ceiling, widening the hall by 6 ft. The entire hall lengthens, making me want to explore it, what it hides. I put my hands together in front of the light and pull them apart. Between my hands, I clasp a rainbow. I've never seen something so perfect in all my life.
Then I look away. Everything comes back to the original state.
[Added paragraphs -Splatt]
I am tilting; I suppose it's a feeling. Maybe it's my current state of being. Oh well. I am hearing everything as if I am wearing earmuffs. Voices are muted, mouths and words don't match, and sounds are funny. Then if I focus on the sounds, everything becomes sharply clear and loud.
I'm incredibly tired and bored; the kind of tired when you close your eyes, think about something for about 10 seconds, and poof! You are semi-sleeping. Opening my eyes after I blink hurts. The sun is a beast, burning into me. People's heads are surrounded by halos of white light. Lying down on the hot stone wall, I stare at people who must think I'm a total fuck up.
Reaching for a hand, I am picked up off the wall and set down on the ground nearby. I go back inside the building, stumbling and pulling myself up a flight of stairs. Walking seems similar to swimming. I swim to my seat next to other people but I don't really notice them, even when their eyes peer at me.
Instructions fly at us but I don't hear them. I end up staring at a light in the ceiling down near a dark hallway. The light bends and twist, writhing like a serpent. Walls pull away from the ceiling, widening the hall by 6 ft. The entire hall lengthens, making me want to explore it, what it hides. I put my hands together in front of the light and pull them apart. Between my hands, I clasp a rainbow. I've never seen something so perfect in all my life.
Then I look away. Everything comes back to the original state.
[Added paragraphs -Splatt]
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