Evlorin
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Ambien in rehab-experienced-30mg
Well first of all i should probably explain my period of absence, i got stuck in rehab for my periodical cannabis abuse and consistent drinking. I've been living at the center for about 4 weeks and smoking bud most nights and tripping on ambien every night. Some crazy shit happened. Really though it sucks and is quite boring.
Anyways I've been discharged from the residential program and now just attend rehab during the day from 7-5. I have been smuggling in ambien and giving them to other patients during the day. A couple days ago I brought 50mg of ambien in and was handed off 20mg to a friend. He went into the bathroom crushed them up and put them on a the bottom of a carmax. He brought it back and two of them went into the other room and each took a line.
We went to the gym i ate 20mg and the other two were in what they called, gumby land. I then tried to pass off the last 10mg to another friend. Well a staff member saw us so i quickly put it back into my pocket. I started seeing double and tripping out. They brought over some more staff and took us to be strip searched. I ate the other 10mg when they weren't looking and don't remember much.
I remember one thing only of the strip search. I was really having trouble putting that gown on. That's it though, i was tripping balls i know that much and everything seemed so foreign. Fast forward to being in group therapy. Still messed up and seeing double, keeping quiet. Looking over at my friend Carly a lot, i think she knows i'm messed up, she stays quiet though. Don't remember much of what was said. Blackout again, in school. Still seeing double listening to the reading. Things are less wierd though, trip seems to have warn off just the lingering of double vision. Fell asleep during break time. Woke up and things were back to normal. I've never had ambien last this long before, about 3 hours. Had to get U.A. because they overheard me telling the other patients i couldn't remember any of the day, they can test for a lot of things on the U.A. here so i'm basically fucked.
They had this to write on the sheet "Expressed feelings to staff. (I never talk to staff) handled search well." I made it through the search without them knowing i was fucked up and on top of that i was expressing how i felt about things to staff. Just a crazy event in my world of rehab. All i know is i'm getting cigarettes and alcohol smuggled to me so I'm looking forward to that tonight.
This wasn't much of a trip report but i thought i'd share anyways. I'll check in now and then but i'm not supposed to get on the internet. Good luck to all of you.
Well first of all i should probably explain my period of absence, i got stuck in rehab for my periodical cannabis abuse and consistent drinking. I've been living at the center for about 4 weeks and smoking bud most nights and tripping on ambien every night. Some crazy shit happened. Really though it sucks and is quite boring.
Anyways I've been discharged from the residential program and now just attend rehab during the day from 7-5. I have been smuggling in ambien and giving them to other patients during the day. A couple days ago I brought 50mg of ambien in and was handed off 20mg to a friend. He went into the bathroom crushed them up and put them on a the bottom of a carmax. He brought it back and two of them went into the other room and each took a line.
We went to the gym i ate 20mg and the other two were in what they called, gumby land. I then tried to pass off the last 10mg to another friend. Well a staff member saw us so i quickly put it back into my pocket. I started seeing double and tripping out. They brought over some more staff and took us to be strip searched. I ate the other 10mg when they weren't looking and don't remember much.
I remember one thing only of the strip search. I was really having trouble putting that gown on. That's it though, i was tripping balls i know that much and everything seemed so foreign. Fast forward to being in group therapy. Still messed up and seeing double, keeping quiet. Looking over at my friend Carly a lot, i think she knows i'm messed up, she stays quiet though. Don't remember much of what was said. Blackout again, in school. Still seeing double listening to the reading. Things are less wierd though, trip seems to have warn off just the lingering of double vision. Fell asleep during break time. Woke up and things were back to normal. I've never had ambien last this long before, about 3 hours. Had to get U.A. because they overheard me telling the other patients i couldn't remember any of the day, they can test for a lot of things on the U.A. here so i'm basically fucked.
They had this to write on the sheet "Expressed feelings to staff. (I never talk to staff) handled search well." I made it through the search without them knowing i was fucked up and on top of that i was expressing how i felt about things to staff. Just a crazy event in my world of rehab. All i know is i'm getting cigarettes and alcohol smuggled to me so I'm looking forward to that tonight.
This wasn't much of a trip report but i thought i'd share anyways. I'll check in now and then but i'm not supposed to get on the internet. Good luck to all of you.
uhh...well...in like 12 hours after dosing. 