Amazing...

Hmmmm
Better...better, i can love you better
Better..
I can love you better..
Somethings going on
i keep on thinkin bout you
everytime i hear a love song,
You on my mind all the time.

Its the way that you walkin,
the way that you talkin,
the way that you move so gracefull and smooth,
and every time you in my presence
i have slap myself,
oh my heart skips a beat
You make me wanna melt,
i even get nervous and i not the nervous type,
its really rare i find someone i like,
i get a funny feeling down below,
i hope you dont notice
i hope it doesn�t show,
i picture you undressed and turns me on,
keep it going strong I promise all night long,
however you wanna it, ill try anything,
ill whispher in your ear,
and ill even try to sing,
haha you probably wouldnt want me to do that,
but ill kiss you on your feet,
work my way up your back,
have a little shy date playin in the background, start on the bed work our way to the ground
OH.
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MMmn. Fuckin' Amazin <3

This woman i know is makin me melt, working her way to a place that's unknown.
What a feat. since im not the melting type.

she's real, she's awesome, we have so much in common its scary sometimes.


*sigh* haha what a trip. she's wonderful. I hope this thing we have works out.

letting it all go, not hiding behind a false presentation and just being me, what a difference has it made. I am happy. Happy with my freedom, not myself exactly.

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my seroquel isnt working, i fucking hate it.

I am thinking of asking about going on Lamictal....i dunno. Gonna look at some stuff and see what's out there and what seem to be working in the long haul.

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Today is 1yr since my dad died. I posted here the day he died, so I thought I should post one year later.

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I had pneumonia for a couple weeks and now I have a BADLY pulled muscle in my right leg, the calf muscle. fml.
 
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